There's a lot of thinking in my brain now ...

But I just can't find the right words to express it out. Should start doing POA now but with all the thinking in my mind, I can't concentrate. Thus this random blog post. If you think I'm going to pour everything out in this post, then you're wrong. I always keep stuffs inside me than telling out. No one can solve my own problems except myself. No point telling out and make everyone as miserable as me. But still, I'm a very good listener. Tell me everything babe! OH. Saw his fb photo just now. There's one pic that makes me look at it for more than 5 mins thinking bout our past. It's a photo of a perfume I gave him on his birthday 2 years ago. I would rather starve and save the money on him but now I think that was really way too stupid. wth was I thinking that time. 2 years ago when I was 19, I should have know we won't last. Well, no one really know the future. But I was certain we doesn't have any. LOL. Still ... *sigh. Glad I've being writing diary since I was 14 till now. Every time I looked back at my past, I know I'm growing up and becoming mature. All the idiot things I've did seem so carefree and fun. Can't do that now. Miss those days when we ran in the rain and play water fight. I'm still thinking of my past while I'm blogging this. I've lived for 20 ++ years and there's a lot of memories that still makes me smile or LOL. I wonder if I can remember all these when I'm old, perhaps when I'm 50, 60, 70 or 80. I don't wanna forget any of my past. Opps, a random post have became a long post now. Gtg le. POA screaming for me. Bye.

PS: Will there be something that will remind you of me?