Lame people do lame things.

Suddenly got the urge to badmouth people. Seldom do that in my blog but can't tahan it anymore. LOL. Hates people who ask stupid question and test my patient. Hates people who judge me by what I said and thinks badly of me. It's like wth? As if you're very great or flawless? Everyone have their own past and history right? Who never make mistake at all? Can't we just forgive and forget? Before you criticize others, why don't take a look at yourself and see if you're badmouthing yourself without you realising? Sometimes I really want to scream at them and say: HELLO? YOU THINK YOU NOT DOING THAT (the stuffs they complain about others) MEH? STILL SAY OTHER PEOPLE! But too bad in reality I'll never have the gut to say that. *sigh.

Sometimes I would rather keep everything inside me than telling it out and let them became swords that people use to stab my heart again. I may look like a happy girl from the outside but actually sometime I'm not happy at all. I have many stories in my life and mostly ended up becoming sad endings. Every time I think of them, it still hurt a bit but I know they will fade as time passes by. And every time I post emo status, people will ask and pretend to console me but actually I know they don't really care about my feelings (I mean some, not all. I still have friends that really cares *glad). They just wanna know what happen so that they can gossip behind my back and share the joke with their so-called friends during their lunch or dinner together. Why can't we just live in peace and stop hurting each other?

PS: I'm not refering to anyone in particular. If you think I'm talking about you, PLEASE REFLECT YOUR OWN BEHAVIOUR THEN.

PPS: I know I'm not a perfect girl but at least I'm not a bad girl or I'm trying not to be. HAHAHA. (: