Tuesday, May 07, 2013

I felt like a soldier ..

returning from an intense battle. Using my pen as my sword, I attacked the paper, both papers to be exact, and caused the papers to bleed in my blue pen ink. I don't know if I've conquered the papers but I'll be able to know around mid August.

Never in my life I've taken 2 3-hours papers in a day. From 1000 to 1300 and 1430 to 1730. Super panicky before first paper because brain was filled with so much points and I'm really worried all the efforts I put in in memorizing will go down the drain. The first thing I did when I flipped open FI question booklet was to choose 4 and vomit all the points out from my body. Scribbled like mad using pencil till I'm satisfied and after 20 minutes, finally getting ready to start writing. In the end finished the paper within 2 hours 30 minutes but didn't leave the hall, just continued staring at my script. Don't know why I just can't produce a long essay, ended up only with 1 and a quarter page for each of the questions while carmel wrote 3 pages long. But I've tried my best, qualitative paper is just not my strength. After FI, I felt all the points relating to FI leave my brain and before I get to enjoy that moment of relief, I have to prepared for my second paper and to undergo pain (in my brain) for the second time.

MSM paper was really .. speechless. No joke. They claimed to have changed the format of the paper but still it's far away from what we've expected. It's kinda same, just that there's no need to choose questions from either section A or B. Now it's randomly choose 4 questions as you like. But why, WHY? Why must all the difficult questions came out this year?! The 3 chapters that we voted as the hardest and will not attempt it, appeared today. ALL 3 CHAPTERS IN 3 QUESTIONS. Out of 8 questions, 2 was qualitative, 6 quantitative and out of 6, 3 is the do=die questions. But in the end, left with no choice I still attempted that 2 questions. I did revised that just in case, and TA DA, suay suay, it appeared. You might think I'm lucky at least I've prepared for the worst no no, the questions was far beyond my imagination. Tried my best to write down something that made sense and hoped for the best. Where are all the easy questions? Today's paper is the hardest set of paper I've ever seen as compared to past year papers. Seriously I almost died when I saw the intimidating quesions. Left the hall around 1720 and met xianwen outside.

Felt so happy because dad fetched us back. I can not imagine taking train from Expo to Boon Lay, perhaps have to stand all the way. Can't take it any longer, I'm turning in soon. Next paper IM on Thursday afternoon. I need to rest my injured brain before the third battle.

Byeee.

PS: I lost 1kg today, from burning brain cells?or over-exercising of the brain? Nah, just lack of food.

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