Dark.

I'm at the far end of an underground train platform. It's a little dim here and there's just sufficient light for me to see every one standing near me but not to make out their face features. No one's talking and all I heard was the gusting sound of the passing wind behind me where the train track is. There were about 20 plus people standing around me but only 2 of them made their presence oblivious. They were wearing long black robes and their faces were covered. Obviously they were there to control and monitor us. The rest like me, were their victims, their preys.

I'm standing with my head down staring at my shoes. I'm surrounded by fear and I felt cold. I'm afraid of looking up to have eye contact with others that were standing around me. Something was telling me this wasn't right and I should run away but running away would cause a commotion too big for me to bear the consequences after that. So I remained at my position and closed my eyes to shut out this creepy feeling.

Then I felt some one squeezing my right hand, without opening my eyes, I know it was meichyi, she's standing beside me holding my hand all the while. She's scared too. And suddenly, something broke the silent air, the sound of the approaching train. This is it! The thing that we all had been dreading of! The train's coming! We turned to look at the train as it stopped abruptly in front of us. I'm starting to experience panic attack and I felt weak in the stomach. No body said a word when the train doors opened. I looked at the 2 silhouettes standing in the middle and started regretting it. They were urging us to enter the train quickly using simple gestures by pointing to the door repeatedly.

"I'm going to die!!" That's what I'm thinking over and over again. But I can not control my legs as they dragged my body towards the door. Meichyi and I were standing closest to the door so we had to enter first. After stepping in the slightly brighter cabin, I turned to my right and I saw my nightmare spreading out all the way to infinity. Besides the cabin I'm standing in, all the rest were dark, pitch black. People started to walked in and filled up the space and I wished the door will not closed and I'll be able to live longer. "I wanna leave now, I'm scared, let me go!!" I kept repeating this while staring horrified at the darkness that gonna swallow me up later.

After everyone stepped in, the train doors closed silently without mercy and with that, all of us were trapped and going towards hell. I'm tearing up now, I can't take it any more.

And then, I woke up.

Yes, I had a bad dream few weeks back. I dreamt of queuing up to die, together with meichyi and a few strangers. It's so scary that the first thing I did after I realised I'm on my bed, I jumped up and on my bedroom light, grabbed my pillow, blanket and phone, off my air-con and dashed over to meichyi's room. I just had to sleep with her, my heart kept beating vigorously and my mind's a blank. This had to be the worst nightmare I've ever dreamt of. It's not about ghosts, or monsters, it's the evil presence. I remembered every details and the fear of not being to do anything is just so overwhelming that I continued to tear even when I'm sleeping beside meichyi.

I guess I had a more happening 'life' in my dreams to compensate the dull life I'm living in reality. I'll blog more about my dreams. It's more interesting than my daily life. Okay, I'm going out soon to shop for office wear with xw. So byeeeee and happy holiday!