Not feeling good now. Can't control my tears. Can't control my emotion. I'm been crying for 2 nights but he didn't know anything about it. I don't know how to tell him what I'm feeling now so I decide to blog here. Not sure when he will take a look here and realised this.

Hmm. My heart feels so pain. And I can't breathe. Crying makes me feel better but is causing more pain to my throat. Almost lose my voice now all because of mee siam, Mcd fries, snickers, ice chocolate, and no medicine.

*sign* I know we can't be together for long now since I'm leaving next month and I know there is nothing we can do to change this situation here. You're in Msia and I'll be in Sg. I will say bye. But I don't really mean that at all, will you feel the same? I hope yes. This heartbreaking news kept on circling around my brain stimulating more tears up to my eyes and blurring my vision now. Think I'll stop here. Can't bear to type more. This seriously hurts me more than anything.

Felt some pain inside my head. Great. Headache gonna attack me soon.

Ps: Do you know every message that i sms to you

contains all my tears in it?