Thursday, May 20, 2010

Feel like blogging out of the sudden. Was suppose to study at home but instead I went on reading at others people's blog and got envious by their lives. Yesterday post has been a sad one, So now I'm back with random feelings and updates on my recent life.

Went to the library almost everyday to revise for my A2. Next paper, Maths Applied at 26th this month. Spent almost 3 to 5 hours studying each day I think. But after studying I need to use 2 hours to travel back Puchong. This really makes me felt more exhausted. Especially when I'm on the way back and then the rain came. Hates the weather. Been thinking if I gave up studying for my A-level, will SIM still wants me in? Stupid thoughts.

Throat not getting better. Don't even dare to talk loudly in fear that I might lost my voice soon. This is bad. I hate having sore throat when exams are just around the corner. Can't even fuss and scream loudly when I'm frustrated. And I can't have my favourite M&M too. Argh~

This blogskin is starting to bored me. I wanted a new one but I hate to re-do everything again. Maybe I could use a more simple, not that fancy blogskin. Might reduce the time I use to fix everything back to normal. But I won't have that time to change it now. A2 is coming. Well, actually I don't even felt that exam mood now. Guess WY was correct. We got numb by all those tests and exam that now even A2 makes no difference. Yay. Doing revision is just like doing homework. We do it just for the sake of doing. *sign* I miss my high school days. Even spm doesn't sound as scary as A2. Wth?

Bii. I'm begining to miss you now. How am I going to survive without you. Be stronger. That what you want me to be. But can I really? Can we survive that distance? Idk. I just want to be with you longer.

Ps: 41days.

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