Felt so tired even without doing anything at all. I don't even have that A2 is coming mood. Maybe is because I didn't go coll and felt nothing about exam. I'm so tired at this part of my life. But at least I have him beside me, which brighten up my life a bit. Time seem to pass so slow now. Totally felt no mood to study at all. I think I won't be going to coll until May.

meichyi is having lot of stress nowadays. Pity her for studying in such stressful environment, not like me. English in Sg is really important but mine like so sucky, I wonder I can understand what my lecturer says in future. *sign*

Been thinking a lot about my future, our future. But nothing seem realistic. Everything is just my thoughts and I know they won't come true. For once I hope I can at least have you with me but nothing I can do to make that happen. Perhaps pray does help a bit. *cross fingers again*.