i'm so touched by those who wish me today ^^
thanks thanks for remembering my birthday and took the effort to wish me
cant believe so much people remembered my birthday
you all really brightened up my day *wide smile*
and today is also evonne's boy boy, nik's b.day hurray~!!
hmmm, but i'm really not in that birthday mood today
in fact, the first thing i think of was his face when i wake up before i realised it was my b.day
gosh~i'm such a failure i know i know
last night at 00:00
plenty of wishes started pouring into my phone
i was like:" wow~~xXx still remembered my b.day??O.o"
actually i didnt plan to celebrate my b.day at all
i just wanted to go out with him for the last time
but~~the plan changed, it's ok..i dont mind
dont feels like writing the whole story here
anyway
i just ruined my own b.day *sign*
guess i really exceeded the limit and asked for too much
he said it very clearly but i pushed my luck too far
and he meant every word he said
i should have believe all of it
maybe this is the best ending for us *breathe in breathe out* i'm under control whew~
sooo..i went to watch sherlock holmes at ioi again
this time with my cousins since meichyi was in singapore by the time i wake up ==
now only i knew how important she is
hahas
after the movie i went straight home by bus alone
because my cousins wanted to catch the next movie, alvin2
i watched it in ipoh so i escape it and went back home
i'm so emo today i know
cant even control my tears(did i succeed before??@.@)
after i reached home i called him and bla blah bla
is was a very weird feeling talking with him
i dont know whehter he felt it too
but i think i felt safe(?) and something more which confused me
err~~wtheck was i feeling??*smack my head*
okay..got to stop my nonsense now
ohyahor~the pangkor pics!!
i'm so lazy to upload zZZ
perhaps later??
ps:i'm recovering, i trying to,
but it's taking me more time then i expect ♥
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