Eat, sleep, study.

That's my life now.

I wrote this post to motivate myself, to tell myself not to get distracted again or give up so if you're not too bored, don't read. It will only waste your time. I'll blog again soon. (:

Anyway, I'll be sitting for my first and second paper in exactly a week from now, FI and MSM. Feeling a bit nervous but somehow I still hope time can pass faster. I'm more prepared for finals than last year so I'm kinda relieved and relaxed. That dreadful feeling of not having enough time to cover everything you need to know for your paper really sucks. For me, it's like before you even see the question paper, you already know you won't be able to do well. That negativity can really kills me. So depressing ...

 Can't believe Nicole from Kara actually said this, but yes, I agreed, very well said indeed.

 

 

I thought so too, pain won't last forever but success will. So if you're still reading this post, I wish you luck and don't give up in whatever you're doing or facing now. No matter it's exams, relationship, work or any sucky situation you're in, remember every hard work you put in will helps you get closer to your goal or at least makes everything better.

 

So people, stay strong, be happy and byeeee. 



uBEAT, uKiss first sub-unit!

'Should have treated you better.'

uBeat make up of Kevin, Eli and AJ. All the English speakers of uKiss, so I'm kinda disappointed is not a english song. But okay la, at least Kevin has more lines now. HAHAHAHA.

Okay, I'm going to have my breakfast while watching 'That winter, the wind blows'. I know I'm late but I don't have time! Kim Bum and Eunji look good together! Even better than Seo in guk and her in Reply 1997. Ahh, cause I like kim bum more!

kim bum.

 

 And this is ....

 

A him! uKiss, kevin! My definition of 花美男. The first time I saw this picture, my jaw dropped.

 

Byeee. *poof!

Last lecture of my life.

Went to school today for the last lecture of my final year. Investment management at 12 to 3pm. When I'm leaving school after lesson ended, walking over the overhead bridge to the opposite bus stop makes me turn back and take a long look at SIM before walking down the bridge. I won't be going back any time soon because finals will take place at Singapore Expo and Republic poly for VSA paper. Every time I graduated from a place, I will feel 不舍得 and somehow I felt like I've leave some part of me in the school. Yes, every school I've studied and graduated in, there's a lot of memories stored in my head that I'll never forgets.

Still remember before I start school as a fresher in DE, I blogged about a new chapter in my life will start here and now, this chapter gonna end which also mark the end of my school life. After being a student for 19 years, I don't know if I'm going to adapt to life without books, notes, revision and exams. Funny right? How I kinda miss being a student when I'm still in the middle of preparing for finals. Really have the I'm no longer a student anymore feel. But I'm still one now. HAHAHAHA.

Anyway I took bus 154 back to JP instead of train from clementi, and while looking at the scenery outside, I let my thoughts wander back to when I'm still staying at Lakeside and can't believe that was 3 years ago. When I'm still 20 y/o. But now is still April and 3 years ago, during April, I'm still chionging for my Alevels prelims or finals. Life's so unpredictable, never thought I'll be studying in a uni in Singapore but now I'm gonna graduating from one soon.

Under direct sunlight. My go school look.

Not gonna blog more because I haven't revise anything today. Ending this post with me acting cute, it is still legal for a 23 y/o to be posing like this?

 

Byeeee. Good luck to everyone who needs it. Finals in 12 days.

“We do what we have to so we can do what we want to” - James Farmer.

Finally finished 80 questions of MSM in 5 days! *throw confetti. That's why I'm blogging now. To give myself a break before starting on IM. The module I dread so much. Failing rate for last year is even higher than passing rate, how how how? *run left and right in panic mood.

Anyway, I'll still try my best and revise as much as I can and leave the rest to luck and fate. *cross finger.

So, here's recent update on my hair.

Black roots appearing.

Hit my head on the corner of a opened shoe rack and it bleed. Pain die me!!

Xianwen came over to my house on Tuesday to revise and she gave me this!

Real brownie from Korea.

There's 4 packets of it inside.

Yummyyy!

Accompanied my sis to Jayson's on Wednesday and he asked me to be his hair model for his competition. I don't know if I should or not! He wanted to chop off my hair to a boyish cut which I've already got bored of! I love my hair length now though it's quite messy and hard to tame. But but .. being a hair model is a chance that I'll never get again! DILEMMA! Getting hair done foc by professional hair stylist is like a dream come true! You know you know??

Blonde.

Plus, my hair actually took 10 months to grow like 10cm? Or lesser than 10cm? Looked back at my pic and got a shocked because my hair don't seem to grow!! How come ah? Too damaged le ah? So that's another reason why I wanted to reject Jayson. I don't want to wait for another 10 months just to get back to this hair length that I'm having now.

Look young?

Another reason is that he might want to dye crazy colors on my hair which I might not be able to accept. Like yellow or colorful. Even though he said he'll dye them into whatever color I wanted after the photoshoot but high chances that my hair might turn into hay by then.

So conclusion? IDK!!!!!!! *mental breakdown. sobs.

Sis called me to just go for it. Because my hair is already dying now why should I keep it? But I really feel like growing my hair now! If only my hair can grow faster then I don't have to worry so much. Maybe I should just wait for Jayson to reply to my can-i-don't-cut-my-hair question. If he really want to chop them off then I'm going to back off le. He's the one going for competition but I'm so demanding like I'm the one paying for service LOL LOL. He must hate me now! Since the blood clot on my head will takes a few more days to heal and peel off, I'll have a few more days to decide.


Finally went to school on Thursday for IM after resting around 10 days?

OOTD to school. Esprit top and shorts. Bag from Kate Love.

With my camera Sony - TX7. Super old but never fail me.

Okay, gonna start IM now! Finals in another 17 days. Byeeeeee!

Lunafly

Can't believe I'm actually blogging about them than my usual life, I still have some pictures that I took few days ago that I haven't blog.

Anyway, They're LUNAFLY!


Yun, Teo, Sam.

You know how the korean market have been flooded with rookies groups debuting every single month, it's very hard to catch up and listen to their songs but I just happened to come across their cover of Justin Bieber - as long as I love you,



and then I got addicted to their vocals and I LISTENED TO ALMOST ALL THEIR VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE! Totally got suck in! Holy hell! The last group I've been so crazy into should be Ukiss, I even watched their variety shows they filmed few years ago. Not really into rookies group nowadays because they're just so new and all of them look the same, sing the same, and dance the same with lots of members trying to act cool, trying to let people remember them. Ah, maybe not really identical but similar so can't really be bothered to know them. But this is a small group, consist of 3 male members (yes, Teo's a guy, HA) and all 3 of them look so different from each other. Plus they don't dance when they perform, they play instruments! HOW CHARMING AND COOL! Sometimes don't you get bored of all the typical korean songs, fast, fun and upbeat? Try listening to their songs then! Because Sam's a half british therefore they have english version for some of their songs so is really easy to catch the attention of international fans, plus they cover lots of english songs by famous singers, a good way to show people that they really can sing! It's so refreshing to hear a korean group singing english songs. *thumb up

 

Debuted on early September with their first composed track - Super Hero.

Lyrics :
I know I always had a heavy heart
I will always put it on my guard
And I never thought of you
Should I've stuck to you like glue
Every time we went through the pain
I left you going all insane
Girl I should have thought of you
I should have seen your point of view
Oh I could try to explain
(It wouldn't mean a thing)
I could take all the blame
(It wouldn't mean a thing)
And it's better late than never baby
You know I've been next to you lately
Now I want it how it was before
I know it may be late now
And I know that I'm taking over
But I'm here and I'm a super hero
And I can save you
Baby I know you can forget the things I've done
I know I've been away
But I can save you now
Oh but I can save you now
Oh
I was really dumb where did I go
When did I have a plan on the show
I should have been around for you
Instead I got you feeling blue
Oh I could try to explain
(It wouldn't mean a thing)
I could take all the blame
(It wouldn't mean a thing)
And it's better late than never baby
You know I've been next to you lately
Now I want it how it was before
I know it may be late now
And I know that I'm taking over
But I'm here and I'm a super hero
And I can save you
Baby I know you can forget the things I've done
I know I've been away
But I can save you now
Wanna talk to you
Can you hear the sound
Tell me what to do
This time I'm all yours
You know I didn't meant it
And I never thought to hurt you girl
Why I can't put this right
I'll be yours now
I know it may be late now
And I know that I'm taking over
But I'm here and I'm a super hero
And I can save you
Baby I know you can forget the things I've done
I know I've been away
But I can save you now
Oh but I can save you now
Oh

English version - You got that something I need.
Listen to this song makes me happy, you get to hears Sam's british accent too! Teo very girlish here but somehow I find him cute!
Lyrics:
Ouh ouh ouaouh
Ouh ouh ouaouh
I love the way that you wrinkle your nose
When you smile at me
I love the twinkle you got in your eyes now
The only light I see
Oh every time you blink
My heart skips a beat yeah ~
And it gets harder to breathe
I don't care what you wear
You're beautiful baby
You're Aphrodite to me
You don't need to paint your face
In a million ways
Don't you change anything 'bout you
Oh I wanna say
You don't need to be like other girls
You can be different girl
Ain't got nothing on you oh ~
I've seen so many different faces girl
Pass me by
They all wanna be like you
Baby they can try
You know that it don't mean a thing to me
Wish you are here with me
Ain't got nothing on you girl
You got that something I need
Ouh ouh ouaouh ~
You got that something I need
Ouh ouh ouaouh ~
You got a reservation inside my head
Oh girl it's staying for you
Idon't care what you say
You're beautiful baby
You're Aphrodite to me
You don't need to paint your face
In a million ways
Don't you change anything 'bout you
Oh I wanna say
You don't need to be like other girls
You can be different girl
Ain't got nothing on you oh ~
I've seen so many different faces girl
Pass me by
They all wanna be like you
Baby they can try
You know that it don't mean a thing to me
Wish you are here with me
Ain't got nothing on you girl
You got that something I need
1, 2, 3 and 4
These girls I showed the door
You are a star that shines so bright
You are my only light
You know you got a little bit of something
That thing that gets me through
I wanna say that baby
Damn, I think I love you...
You don't need to paint your face
In a million ways
Don't you change anything 'bout you
Oh I wanna say
You don't need to be like other girls
You can be different girl
Ain't got nothing on you oh ~
I've seen so many different faces girl
Pass me by
They all wanna be like you
Baby they can try
You know that it don't mean a thing to me
Wish you are here with me
Ain't got nothing on you girl
You got that something I need
You got that something I need ~



Van Gogh.



Teo's impossible by James Arthur. Didn't know he can sing so well. *shocked. For a pure korean, forgive his pronunciation.

 

 

Lunafly Profile.

 

 

Name: Sam

Real name : Sam Carter.

D.O.B. : 14.10.1987

Position: Leader, singer, guitarist.

Background infos: 179 cm, Half korean, half British. He can compose too!



Name: Teo

Real name: Shin TaeHo.

D.O.B.: 07.12.1993

Position: Singer, pianist, drummer.

Background infos: 185cm. He knows piano, bass, percussion and compose!

 



Name: Yun

Real name: Han Seung Yun

D.O.B.: 14.01.1994

Postion: Maknae, singer, guitarist.

 

More pic!

 

 Okay, signing off with Teo, my biased. Going to finish my 80 qns of MSM now! Byeeeeee!

 



Some random thoughts.

The more you reveal about yourself to your friends, the more vulnerable you gets but this is how friendship works. You know it's risky to trust every single friend but this is the only way you will know who is the one that you can entrust your secrets and thoughts with. The one that will never judge or leave you no matter how different your opinions or background can be. You know some friends only 'friend' people who thinks and acts the same as them? I mean what's the probability of meeting someone who is identical to you in terms of thoughts and behaviour? Because living in a place where everyone is different makes understanding each other perspective harder and that's why we often tend to lose our self and act like the 'common' or 'usual' people that everyone can understand and befriend you. Then when we see other people who act differently from the norms, we think they're weird and strange without thinking in their shoes that maybe we ourselves might be the weird one. Therefore, in order to 'protect' our self, we keep all our inner opinion to ourselves and try to act the way the public will accept. How many of you can find friends that you can tell all your honest opinions to and even they might not agree with you but will spend some effort and time to understand your point of view AND even support you? Plus even they don't agree, they will tell you their honest opinion on the matter but still won't force you to think the same as them. It's really nice to know different perspective to certain matter so you get to know more 'infos'. I'm really happy I managed to have at least 2 of such BFFs. Someone that I can tell everything I think and they won't find me weird. They know about my past, the younger me when I did all the nonsense and stupid stuffs without thinking and still accept me for who I am and used to be. Before knowing one of them, I always try my best to fit in any clique of friends and try not to stand out of the norms. Even when I knew about the truth but in order to not get into 'trouble' with the bigger clique of friends, I kept quiet and let that friend got wronged. That's how I used to be, but now I realised is important to know what you're thinking and don't get too affected by what other people will think of you. At least you won't lose yourself in the process of trying to make more friends. Know what's right and wrong and act like yourself, maybe people will like you more instead of being too artificial.

So don't judge and befriend with only people that act or think exactly like you, accept others who are different because they are being true to themselves. There is no right or wrong in different personality. We are born different so we can all be special and unique. 

Okay, pardon my broken english. Byeeee.

8 days of holidays?

Noooo! There's less than a month to finals, so no more slacking!

Just wanna blog how my hair looks like now. Told you all I dyed my hair 3 weeks ago? (can't really rmb is 3 or 4 weeks already) Bleached 3 times, base color - tea color? Highlights at the bottom - blue, turquoise and purple. But after 1 week the colors started to fade and now I don't see any color except the yellowish base color. Okay now take a look!!

First week of dyeing.

Still can see some green at the bottom right? Purple is the first to fade off. And oh! I'm wearing SRIKL's 2006 Green house tee!

Purposely make it 'ponger', I looked like I have very thick hair right??

The base color under my room light, not white light is like yellowish one. Maybe that's why my hair look gold.

Okay, this is after second week of dyeing. See any colors? Left only a bit of green right?

Blurred. but I like how my wardrobe reflect and show my bed like a mirror!

Ahhhh, I really missed wearing colored contact lenses!

This is to show you the top xianwen bought for me from BKK! I'm going BKK with her soon!! Can't wait!!

Okay, finished blogging, gtg now!