So basically the secret say we're 1 strong magnet that can attract whatever we want with our thoughts, no matter good or bad. Of course good thoughts will attract good stuffs to you and bad thoughts attract bad stuffs. The more you think about it and believe you can do it, your thoughts will attract it into your life. For me, even before I knew about this secret, I've been using it to attract my results I wanted for all my major exams. What I expected and predicted never fail me, even if that's not the ideal results I wanted but I always get what I think I will have. I'll go around telling everyone I wanted 4A's for my SPM with all credits and I believe I will get it., A's for additional maths, maths, English and EST (English for Science and Technology). If you know me well, you should know my English is not that good maybe around average compared with all my friends around me who can speak well and confident. So I really got a shock when I know someone who can speak better English than me got a C for their EST while I happily got my A. Some may think EST is easy but actually no for Malaysian. Some English educated don't even dare to take in case they didn't managed to score well. But since I didn't take Chinese so I took EST to balance back the average of 10 subjects for SPM. I'm always lucky in my exams. I can failed badly for my prelims but end up getting the ideal results I wanted. I guess this is where the secret work. I kept thinking I'm going to get the result I set and how happy I'm to see it on the day my result release. And even before I sat for the paper, I'll take a deep breathe and imagine how easy the paper will be. Anyway, this work every time except for my prelims because I know deep inside I didn't prepare for it and if you do things that oppose what you want, like imagine getting first class honor but not working hard at all, you think you can do it? All those famous inventors have to try so many times failing before they succeed so if you never try don't even think of getting what you want and be disappointed for not getting it and blame the secret for failing you. Anyway, I got all A1 for the 4 subjects easily, B3 for Bio and Phys, C5 for Moral, C6 for Sejarah (History), BM (Malay) and Chemistry. Oh, there's this 1119 for the English essay you write and I got B3. This is graded according to some Cambridge level if I'm not wrong. Quite high for me. LOL. For chemistry is a miracle for me because we only start learning Science separately after form 3. From form 4 to form 5, there's 7 tests and 1 prelims plus the final SPM exam which all adds up to 9 times of tests/exams I've taken, I failed terribly for the first 7 times and just manage to get a borderline pass of 40% for prelims and ended up getting C6 for SPM. By failing terribly I mean just a single digit for my chemistry. Can't tell you how happy I felt to see my result. Never fail any, got the 4A's I wanted, and nothing below C. All credits.
My result for my PMR is good too. Since I only started learning Malay in form 1, after 3 years of it, I doubt I will pass, but guess what? I got a B for Malay!! YAY!! As expected all my English based subjects got A's, English, Maths and Science. I got 3A's, 2B's and 2C's. Malay and History got B. Geography and KH (not very sure how to explain this in English but is some useless subject) got C. All credits again.
For my PSLE, I got 3A's and 1B. Maths, Science and Chinese - A and English - B. This is what my mum set for me and I kept thinking about getting it because she said she would buy me a Harry Potter's castle if I got that result. This is really hard for me because I failed English for my prelims. Yes, I failed the most important subject and is the first time I actually failed it in my whole 6 years of primary education. My mum got so worried but just because I really wanted that castle (it's at Ipoh, in some boxes I guess) I keep imagine myself getting and playing with it. So I guess that's how a fail and reach a B in the end. HAHAHA.
Okay, for my A levels I have to say this is not what I wanted at all. At least I never fail anything but I didn't get any A. I wasn't really that focus on my exams because I'm still going through some emotional breakdown after breaking up with him. Not really feeling happy so that's what I got but I managed to pass my GP though, got a C. In Malaysia the Alevels exam format is really confusing and complicating so I'll just skip writing all my results cause I'm not sure which is the final one. Ggeerr.
And last, for my diploma result, I expect an A for POA and I got that and a fail for IBM and yeah got that too. I guess I really did badly for IBM to pass with my thoughts. Seriously I didn't know that I'll have to retake it this year, if not I'll die die let it pass. Didn't even think of letting it pass. Act like I don't care. But anyway, I pass Maths and Stats and Econs. Didn't know my Econs will make it or not cause I didn't really write a lot, maybe my thoughts were strong enough to get a mere pass by 9%. Not bad. For Maths and Stats got 66% each and IS JUST FREAKING 4 MARKS AWAY FROM DISTINCTION!! Wasted!! Fyi, I failed all 3 modules for my prelims and got a less than 50% more than a pass for my POA. Stressed over POA for a little but in the end my thoughts won.
Whoa, so much for just the results part. So in conclusion, I always think I'm super lucky in my exams and I strongly believe it till now. I guess since I'm a full time student and I really need to score well so there's the place where I'll put the most attention to. There's still little details on how the secret work in my life but I guess I'll have to blog about it next time cause I'm tired from recalling all my previous results and typing and thinking about how to phrase them into words.
So bye readers. Hope the secret will make a change in your life. Stop thinking about what you don't want and focus on what you want. Unless you want to live a miserable life and envy about why others can have a successful and happy life and why can't you.
PS: I LOVE MY LIFE, THIS IS WHAT I WANTED. IF NOT, I'M GOING TO CHANGE IT INTO SOMETHING I WANT.
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