This is going to be a short update.

Yes, I'm cool and I know it. HAHAHA.

TODAY IS XIANWEN'S 22ND BIRTHDAY! 

So we went out for a small celebration at Manhanttan fish market at Jcube. Took lots of photos with her dslr, shall update a bit here after she upload it to fb. She's the first friend I know when I first started school at SIM. Happened to be in the same Primary School with same mutual friends but we don't know each other back then. Anyway, she's an amazing friend with a positive mind set and will understand what I'm trying to say and how I feel every time when I'm sad or happy. So here's a pic of what we had for brunch, yes brunch because we literally had our first meal of the day around 3.30pm. HAHAHA.

Creamy Mushroom spaghetti for me and Manhanttan fish don't-know-what for her. 

Been working straight for 5 days since Thursday till yesterday. Can't really say I'm not tired but I think working with so many people is really more fun than my previous job, so I kinda enjoy working everyday, though I did got scolded few times but that's won't affect my mood. Not gonna feel bad or sad because after kena scolded, I don't know if he will feel bad or what, but after awhile he will treats me like nothing happen and help me with stuffs and all. Not gonna complain cause I admit is my fault. But the way he scold and shout at me is just way too mean. I guess I'll take it as that's his way of pointing me out my mistakes. Anyway, walked home with Oxx (Malaysian colleague) last night from JP. Took around 20 minutes with my usual walking speed. Not too bad, the walk doesn't seem that far with all the talking and laughing on our way home.

So, now I'm enjoying my 2 days off, going to trim my hair tomorrow at Jason's. Been 5 months since I visited him. Hair going out of shape now. Okay, have to wake up early and meet meichyi after her paper and go for haircut. Time to turn in now, night readers. 

PS: Jo Kwon's new solo album is daebak!

To my future bf,

please watch this cause this is the type of relationship I want! 

Listen to this.

Jo Kwon's solo album Animal. Song - just a kiss.



Just a Kiss
From your lips
In the Dark
Gives my life a brand new start

Just a kiss
On your lips
Every night
Gives me energy to fight so hard

I tried to open up my mind to show you
Everything that’s here inside
I don’t even need a reason why
A reason why

I tried to catch a falling star
And you saved me by lighting up the dark
You brought the beat back to my heart
Before I lost the will and fell apart
You made it right and you saved my life
You saved my life

Hand in hand
Cheek to cheek
You and me
Standing up against the world 


All the pain 
All the doubt I watched it go 
Without you I’d be so lost. 
I’d be so lost

I tried to open up my mind to show you 
Everything that’s here inside 
I don’t even need a reason why 
A reason why 


I tried to catch a falling star 
And you saved me by lighting up the dark 
You brought the beat back to my heart 
Before I lost the will and fell apart 
You made it right and you saved my life 
You saved my life 


Just a Kiss 
From your lips 
In the Dark 
Gives my life a brand new start

The secret of The Secret.

Saw xiaxue (a famous sg blogger) update her blog with a post about how The Secret change her life, got inspired by her so I'm here to blog something about it too. Read what she wrote here. She explained  everything in details.

I know about this book when I'm in the NS 4 years ago. Saw my friend wrote down The Secret as her favorite book of all time so after I got release from the bloody camp I went to search for this book. I've found the summary of the book here. This is the summary from the movie The Secret. I read the book first in 2009 and just watched the movie 2 days ago. It really change my life maybe not a lot but at least I always happen to get what I wanted that really makes a difference in my life if I don't have it.

So basically the secret say we're 1 strong magnet that can attract whatever we want with our thoughts, no matter good or bad. Of course good thoughts will attract good stuffs to you and bad thoughts attract bad stuffs. The more you think about it and believe you can do it, your thoughts will attract it into your life. For me, even before I knew about this secret, I've been using it to attract my results I wanted for all my major exams. What I expected and predicted never fail me, even if that's not the ideal results I wanted but I always get what I think I will have. I'll go around telling everyone I wanted 4A's for my SPM with all credits and I believe I will get it., A's for additional maths, maths, English and EST (English for Science and Technology). If you know me well, you should know my English is not that good maybe around average compared with all my friends around me who can speak well and confident. So I really got a shock when I know someone who can speak better English than me got a C for their EST while I happily got my A. Some may think EST is easy but actually no for Malaysian. Some English educated don't even dare to take in case they didn't managed to score well. But since I didn't take Chinese so I took EST to balance back the average of 10 subjects for SPM. I'm always lucky in my exams. I can failed badly for my prelims but end up getting the ideal results I wanted. I guess this is where the secret work. I kept thinking I'm going to get the result I set and how happy I'm to see it on the day my result release. And even before I sat for the paper, I'll take a deep breathe and imagine how easy the paper will be. Anyway, this work every time except for my prelims because I know deep inside I didn't prepare for it and if you do things that oppose what you want, like imagine getting first class honor but not working hard at all, you think you can do it? All those famous inventors have to try so many times failing before they succeed so if you never try don't even think of getting what you want and be disappointed for not getting it and blame the secret for failing you. Anyway, I got all A1 for the 4 subjects easily,  B3 for Bio and Phys, C5 for Moral, C6 for Sejarah (History), BM (Malay) and Chemistry. Oh, there's this 1119 for the English essay you write and I got B3. This is graded according to some Cambridge level if I'm not wrong. Quite high for me. LOL. For chemistry is a miracle for me because we only start learning Science separately after form 3. From form 4 to form 5, there's 7 tests and 1 prelims plus the final SPM exam which all adds up to 9 times of tests/exams I've taken, I failed terribly for the first 7 times and just manage to get a borderline pass of 40% for prelims and ended up getting C6 for SPM. By failing terribly I mean just a single digit for my chemistry. Can't tell you how happy I felt to see my result. Never fail any, got the 4A's I wanted, and nothing below C. All credits.

My result for my PMR is good too. Since I only started learning Malay in form 1, after 3 years of it, I doubt I will pass, but guess what? I got a B for Malay!! YAY!! As expected all my English based subjects got A's, English, Maths and Science. I got 3A's, 2B's and 2C's. Malay and History got B. Geography and KH (not very sure how to explain this in English but is some useless subject) got C. All credits again.

For my PSLE, I got 3A's and 1B. Maths, Science and Chinese - A and English - B. This is what my mum set for me and I kept thinking about getting it because she said she would buy me a Harry Potter's castle if I got that result. This is really hard for me because I failed English for my prelims. Yes, I failed the most important subject and is the first time I actually failed it in my whole 6 years of primary education. My mum got so worried but just because I really wanted that castle (it's at Ipoh, in some boxes I guess) I keep imagine myself getting and playing with it. So I guess that's how a fail and reach a B in the end. HAHAHA. 

Okay, for my A levels I have to say this is not what I wanted at all. At least I never fail anything but I didn't get any A. I wasn't really that focus on my exams because I'm still going through some emotional breakdown after breaking up with him. Not really feeling happy so that's what I got but I managed to pass my GP though, got a C. In Malaysia the Alevels exam format is really confusing and complicating so I'll just skip writing all my results cause I'm not sure which is the final one. Ggeerr.

And last, for my diploma result, I expect an A for POA and I got that and a fail for IBM and yeah got that too. I guess I really did badly for IBM to pass with my thoughts. Seriously I didn't know that I'll have to retake it this year, if not I'll die die let it pass. Didn't even think of letting it pass. Act like I don't care. But anyway, I pass Maths and Stats and Econs. Didn't know my Econs will make it or not cause I didn't really write a lot, maybe my thoughts were strong enough to get a mere pass by 9%. Not bad. For Maths and Stats got 66% each and IS JUST FREAKING 4 MARKS AWAY FROM DISTINCTION!! Wasted!! Fyi, I failed all 3 modules for my prelims and got a less than 50% more than a pass for my POA. Stressed over POA for a little but in the end my thoughts won.

Whoa, so much for just the results part. So in conclusion, I always think I'm super lucky in  my exams and I strongly believe it till now. I guess since I'm a full time student and I really need to score well so there's the place where I'll put the most attention to. There's still little details on how the secret work in my life but I guess I'll have to blog about it next time cause I'm tired from recalling all my previous results and typing and thinking about how to phrase them into words.

So bye readers. Hope the secret will make a change in your life. Stop thinking about what you don't want and focus on what you want. Unless you want to live a miserable life and envy about why others can have a successful and happy life and why can't you.

PS: I LOVE MY LIFE, THIS IS WHAT I WANTED. IF NOT, I'M GOING TO CHANGE IT INTO SOMETHING I WANT. 

Another day at home.

Being at home seem so boring now, no money and felt so restless. Plan to go take a look at the Harry Potter exhibition today but since xw is still not back yet from Bali due to dengue, I have no choice but to waste the ticket. So sad. But hope xw can recover soon and come back Sg. Have lots to update her.

After working for 1 week (yes, it's been a week!) I really wanna thanks everyone who helped, tolerated and taught me stuffs that I didn't know and did wrongly or places which I need help in. I like how they always asked me am I getting used working here, is like they really wants me to feel comfortable working here. Though I kept making mistakes and can't recognize my own customers or ended up serving other customers as my own but no one really scolded me or blamed me (but who knows they might be talking behind me, JK!). Sometimes I really felt very tired (working for 4 days straight) and is not that observant, there's where my colleagues will come and talk to me, telling me what I should take note of or what I'm suppose to do when there's a lot of customers and how I'm suppose to serve them.

By now, I've know everyone working there and there's only 2 part timers including me. So naturally we get along super fast and she's studying at NTU. Super clever girl, HAHAHA. She told me a lot of stuffs part timers like us should take note of, like what actually is our job scope and what should we do and don't. Really super friendly and I like talking to her cause she's a malay and by talking to her in English, I can improve my communication skills. Oh, we can't really chat while we're working, just when there ain't lots of customers around and one of us just happen to be in charge of the fitting room, so the other will stream clothes and then we will talk while working, not slacking OK? Don't misunderstand us. LOL.

Later gonna go popular to buy a mechanic pencil for my tutee for scoring 78 for my maths test. Not bad, almost got an A. So have to reward him with something to motivate him to prepare for my Chinese test tomorrow. Ya, I have tuition tomorrow again after resting for a week because they went for a holiday. Almost forgot about the pencil until yesterday. AHAHAHA. If I forgot I swear my tutee won't believe in me again. Can't allow that to happen.

By the way, I went to polyclinic again to check my eyes on Monday, then they divert me to Jurong Medical Centre on June 26th which is a Tuesday, thought I'll have to work on that day so I postpone my appointment to the July 11th but then after taking a look at the schedule I saw I'm off on the 26th, wtf? Oh well, they haven't really confirm about that schedule yet so I just can't take that risk to ask for a day off. Since I've told them I decide to choose my fixed day off on Wednesday so I guess it's safer to book my appointment on a Wednesday.

Been posting lots of long post nowadays without pictures because I still haven't got back my camera from my dad. I need my camera to post pictures because I haven't dl and install itunes on this computer. Sigh, I'm just so lazy.

Alright, done with updating, I'm gonna go out soon to popular. Byebye!

PS: Don't take advantage of my good temper.

Working life.

Working in Esprit is not as easy as I first thought, there's a lot to remember, a lot to learn but lucky I have really nice and friendly colleagues that actually helps me without me asking sometimes. When I walked around trying to find the original place for each rejected clothes, they will tell me where is it and explain to me the different types of clothing and the place for each section. Been working for 3 days from Thursday till Saturday and finally a day off today. Actually it's really fun working at such a huge place (compared to artbox), and I like it when customers thanks me for serving or helping them. Continually walking around the shop makes me feel like tired and with so much clothes around, I can shop awhile myself if I'm not serving anyone or helping them to find a new piece. I'm still having troubles looking for a new piece in the store and I just can't seem to remember some faces of my customers. Sigh.

Not sure if I'm able to reveal everything here so I'm not going to say in details in case it's a little sensitive or it's considered as something confident for Esprit's staff.

Heh, anyway there's 2 staffs who are Malaysian! Can't explain how relief I felt after knowing. And guess what? One of them is a she, and she's really super nice explaining all the things I'm not sure of and teaching me the correct way of doing things. She's older than me and I like how she makes me feel like a close friend (because she's a malaysian and they always makes me feel 'at home') and a older sister who I always wanted.

I'm consider at the below average age there since there's staffs older and younger than me, but when I just started working there on Thursday and Friday everyone thought I'm 18 which is the youngest age in the outlet but when I told them I'm 22, everyone don't believe. HAHAHA. May be is the specs, chubby cheeks and my hairstyle that makes me look younger. Even the second-in-charge, a guy name Aaron, thought I'm younger than him when he's 21. I think I must looked really blur during the first 2 days (and maybe now still) so I naturally look less confident and lost? So when everyone explain things to me, I'll just nod and try to squeeze everything in my head. I'm the newest there so everyone is like a senior to me even those younger than me.

Oh btw, the first thought that strike me when I know the name of the second-in-charge is OMG! ANOTHER AARON? LOL. Seriously this name is really super common, I must have know 4 Aarons now, all of different surnames. There's Yu, Tay, Tan, Mah. I think I must have met more than that but I can't remember their surname now. Oh well, not really complaining or what so if Aaron, you manage to see this blog post with your surname please forgive me. I meant no offend.

Oh there's another thing about working in Esprit, I can actually improve my English communication skills cause there's a lot of English-speaking customers shopping here, foreigner like ang-moh too. So talking to them will brush up (not really sure I can use brush up here but forgive me if I'm wrong) my communication skills.

Okay, I'm going to enjoy my dramas now. bye!

8 years of friendship

She's xiaoyuan, my bestie when I'm in Sri KL. Know her since form 2, can't believe after leaving Sri KL for so long we'll be able to meet in Singapore. We're in the same campus too but not the same school. Catch up with her yesterday before she leave Singapore to Malaysia today. Met her at Orchard since we no longer stay near. *sad. Anyway, had Pastamania for lunch. Gossip a lot and update each other, let me recall when was the last time we meet? I think is before my finals. 1 month ago? Whatever. So after lunch we went Far East for mani and pedi, I'm not doing cause I need to WORK tomorrow! I need to remove my current polka dots done by xianwen too! Very 舍不得, but is already clipped off and no longer look sweet and nice. So I just accompany xiaoyuan while she have her nails done. After that shop shop awhile before her bf come and meet her and I go home myself. WHERE'S MY MR. RIGHT? Oh well, maybe struck in a jam?

Phew, gonna start work tomorrow and I'm thinking what should I wear?Flats?Sport shoes? Not sure if I'm allow to wear flats but they did say is okay anything as long as is covered up shoes, I assume flats is covered up? And should I wear my cons? Eyes not feeling well again though doctor say is there's no problem with it. Maybe I think too much and I attract it to me? You'll understand what I mean if you've read The
Secret and The Magic before. Both books are equally amazing, if you haven't hear or read about them, try find it at your nearest bookstore and start reading now! (free advertising, heh) Oh, btw gonna work from 9.45 to 20.00 tomorrow. But I know I'll never can leave exactly at 10pm, sure have to clean and pack some stuffs before leaving like how we used to do at Artbox after closing. But is okay! I'll get to paid OT if I work more!! HAHAHA.

I'm going to watch youTube now. Bye!

PS: It's been 2 months.

I'm a happy girl.

A short update.

I've found a new job! Sales associate at Esprit, JP. Not an officially staff yet but gonna start work this coming Thursday. Initially got rejected by them before because I told them I can't work after September when my final year starts but I'm really bored at home so after some thinking I decided to continue work till end of the year at least I must have time to prepare for Prelims on January and February. So after tuition today, I went Esprit and try my luck again, and guess what? The girl there recognised me and asked me to talk to their manager who happens to be there. So kinda had an interview and then she called me to start working on Thursday. HEH. Lucky! I'm so grateful! But I'll have to buy some new black jeans because they only accept that. :/ Ohya, I'll have to apply some basic make up because they say is kinda rude to show our bare face to the customers. I'm gonna go practice that before work starts.

Okay, my sis came back le have to let her use the laptop now. Bye readers.

PS: I love my life, and I'm gonna say that every day!