Last post of the year.

Been spending lots of time at home this few days because I'm really tired to go out. Both mentally and physically. School gonna restart on Monday if I'm not wrong. *sigh. Gonna be busy with studies soon.

Have lots in my mind that I felt like blogging but I just couldn't find the right words to describe. Maybe its not meant to be poured out in public I guess. Wenqi, where have all your courage been? 我不是你想象的勇敢. I don't wanna be alone but I kept pushed people away from me. Oh man, to be emo at the last day of the year. How great! This feeling sucks but I guess I can't do anything about it, till it fades away.

Looking out at my window and what I see is busy street lights, lights from the mrt and from HDB residents. But where's my light? The light that shines the way to you? People said : Distance makes the heart grow fonder. What crap is this?! Oh. Leave me alone. I'm so negative today.

PS: Enjoying my last day being 20 because I'm going to be 21 in 4 hours time. How pathetic.