Second post.

Is 29.11.2010 today.

December is coming. Christmas is coming. New year is coming. And then, 1 year gone.

Have I made the wrong decision to study in Singapore?

PS: Please take all the bad away from me.

PPS: And ignore me.

Late update.

Don't feel like tying long, long post even though I have quite a lot to update. Not feeling well today.

Last Friday went peggy's house for the class BBQ. Had quite a lot of fun and took lots of pics. Will upload it the next time if possible because I'm uploading it in FB. Need quite some time to finish everything.

Had IBM test today. I swear I really did revised. It just that I just can't seem to put everything into my head. So halfway through the test I thought of giving up. While others were thinking about how to answer the question, I'm thinking about the consequences of not handing up my paper. In the end, I just kept my paper in my bag and walked out. 'It's just a test, a small test, he (the lecturer) won't realised I didn't hand up and even if he did, I'm going to say I didn't come on that day.' This is what that cross my mind and at that point of time, I really did convinced myself not to hand up the paper even though I've already written the intro. But I just can't remember anything else. I don't even thought of copying because I don't feel like copying. Maybe it's because I saw the guy sitting in front of me handed up his empty paper gave me the courage to make this decision. Simply, I've gave up totally without even trying.

*sign. This is so much like me in Msia but not the thing I'll do in Sg. (If you know what I meant) I really did tried to understand IBM and be a good student. But I just can't be one. Maybe I'm really not the student-type material. So pissed off with myself. Don't feel good now. NO. I feel bad. But the thing that makes me hate myself more is that even there's a second chance, I will do the same thing again, keep my paper in my bag and walked out.

Argh! FML. I'm so emo today.

PS: I smiled doesn't mean I feels good, is just means that I've hid my emotion well.

I felt so happy nowadays (:

Just felt pure happiness. Teehee. I love this feeling. (:

Singapore rained today. Very chilling and windy now because I'm opening my room's window and let the night breeze blow into my room. I don't even have to on my fan. So this is the smell of the November breeze in Singapore? I love it! (:

Today had an Econ test in lecture. Just 2 questions. In a room of approximately 150 students, 32 students are randomly selected to hand up their test paper. And I'm not one of the lucky ones. Lucky lucky me! So I did the test just for the sake of doing it. Quite lame actually. XD

Went Causeway point with carmen and peggy to buy some stuffs for the BBQ at peggy's house on Friday. Slacked awhile at starbucks because of the bloody rain that stopped us from walking across the road. After the rain became a drizzle, we went cold storage, NTUC and value plus (I'm not really sure what's the name of the shop) to do some serious business (which means shopping around for food!). :D

And oh, my dinner for today is a cup noodle. Tom yam flavour. My favourite! Because my dad went pool with his brothers and I don't feel like eating Mcd. So I went home and have cup noodle while watching hong kong drama from PPS. After the small small test today, I felt so relaxed and totally don't feel like studying now. HAHAHA.

After hearing what you said that day, I'm feeling happy for 2 days and it's still counting. Teehee. You really makes me smile unexpectedly. *wink

PS: Beware, I'm crazy now~! Crazy over you.

I'm bored at home. ALONE.

meichyi is in Msia. Mummy still in Msia. Daddy just went Msia. Me? I'm stuck alone in Sg.

What's so nice about having the whole house to yourself? Even little sounds I've heard, I'll turn and look around for the source of it. Sounds so gila I know. But I admit I'm abit crazy. LALAALALALALA~

Was too bored so I search a lot about my new idol. Enjoy peeps!

如果沒有你.

PS: Hey. 我真的好想你.



The Blower's Daughter. *melts totally.

你是我的眼.

So people of the world, do you know who is he now? He's ANTHONY NEELY. 倪安東. ♥

PS: Hey, don't let me go. I'm not going to be there waiting for you forever.

So Christmas coming soon?

Took this pic in front of JP. Just realised it looked nice with all the lights and it also 'eject snows' too. HAHAHA. Christmas is around 1 month away. WOW. That's was fast!

I'm a good girl today. I went Woodlands Library with carmen, peggy and cheryl to revise for POA and Econ. Not bad huh? Felt hungry after we couldn't balance our cash flow statement so we gave up and went Pastamania for our lunch. The usual carbonara again. I'm getting more and more predictable. XD After eating we went peggy's place to continue our revsion but ended up slacking in her room. Gossip and laugh a little before started to touch abit of my Econ. And oh, in the end cheryl managed to balance our cash flow! HAHAHA.

So I'll be staying at home alone tonight. Hmm, had bread talk for dinner and hope it's will last till midnight. Been feeling hungry suddenly before I sleep recently. Had to sleep with an empty stomach and wake up screaming for food. Haha. So just now I've bought another bread as my breakfast in case this ends up digesting fast.

Watched Harry potter and the globet of fire last night out of boredom. Couldn't remember details of the movie. But after watching 45 minutes of it, I'm begining to feel sleepy so I slept. Oh man, I think I'm begining to get older. Can't stay awake after 12am. My body will protest! So I'm going to continue watching it before I get sleepy again tonight. XD

Harry potter, anyone? :D

I'm eating shihlin's seafood tempura ...

while blogging now. This gonna be my dinner of the day with a packet of vitasoy. I'm alone at home now because my dad went Johor to golf and won't be coming back before 10pm.

Classes today as usual. After class ends at 3pm, qilu, carmen, peggy, zhi ping and I went Clementi to have KOI. I haven't been drinking koi for about 6 days but the honey black tea seem a little weird today. It's like drinking ice water with pearls. LOL. Sounds yucky I know but still, I managed to finish every single drop of it. HAHAHA. Went back JP to da bao shihlin because I don't feel like having dinner outside and I'm going broke soon. Gonna save more and spent less!

Oh my oh my oh my! Daddy says he'll be going back KL tomorrow morning and gonna stay overnight for 1 day before coming back on Sunday. Felt soooooooooooo much like following but I have Econ test on Tuesday and I can't risk to fail that bloody paper again. Oh man! Do you know how much I want to go back! I would trade 30 cups of KOI just to go back for 2 days. Oh, perhaps a little lesser than that, 30 is just too much ): But still! If you know me well, you should know how much I love drinking KOI. Oh shit, I really feels like going back la. Aiyo. Aiyo. So if I don't go back, (if only la carmen, i promise you won't be receiving any msges about me leaving sg) I will have to stay at home alone for 1 night, LIKE TOTALLY ALONE! wtf? I'm really afraid of being alone in the empty house at night like NOW. But no choice, I can't go back and enjoy the weekend without touching any Econ. Not going to be an irresponsible student that doesn't study again. And if I didn't remember wrongly, there's also a IBM test on Tuesday too! Oh well, this should stop any temptations that cross my head. Argh! FML FML FML!!

PS: I'm a SIM Diploma of Economics student. A responsible one.

Remember that everyone. I sacrificed my weekend for ECONOMICS! ):

Normal day as usual.

Had SSE (Academic Study Skills) today from 8.30 to 11.30. Sian ttm. After that went JP post office with xianwen and had Pizza Hut for lunch. Chatted with her about both our past and laugh alot. Didn't know that Singaporeans had the same behaviour in school like what Malaysians did. We used to have the same hair style trends, the kind of pet brothers and sisters relationships, short uniform skirts, rude attitudes in school and stupid love relationships. Well, we're just one big river apart. HAHAHA. But still, that's our past. The way we choose to be when we were young, innocent and carefree. Now that we've grown up and became matured (or maybe not very mature XD), but when we looked back at our secondary school days, it always makes us laugh and wonder why would we'll do this type of silly things at that time. It's always nice to share with others about our past and hear about others'. Everything that I've experienced makes me grow up and I've learnt to learn from mistakes even though I'm still repeating some of it now. HAHAHA.

PS: Seriously, I still miss everything we did together.

Even though remembering these things will still makes me sad but not cry, I still clings on to these memories. They've became important parts of my life that I would never forgets. ._.

My bunch of friends in Singapore ♥

qilü, me, zhi ping and carmen. All wearing the same hat! And oh, my legs looked tan compared with qilu. XD

16.11.10 Friday
Went shopping with cheryl, peggy, qilü, zhi ping, jacelyn and carmen at Orchard after all our tutorial class ends. zhi ping and jacelyn tutorial ends at 3pm while me, carmen, cheryl and peggy ends at 2pm. And oh, cheryl, peggy and carmen are my tutorial mates.

But too bad it started raining at 2++ and continue to drizzle till evening. No one brought along an umbrella so we got drenched a bit while we ran walked to the bus stop. We took bus 75 from school to Ulu Pandan and took bus 7 to Orchard. After reaching, we went Heeren (it's my first time there!) to shop shop and since it's still raining outside, we went Mcd for dinner.

Then when the rain became small drizzle, we walk to Cineleisure and continued our shopping there. Next, we walked to 313@Somerset and shop, shop, shop again. So in the end I've bought a Cotton On shorts for only $10 (it's 2 for $20 actually)! It's super cheap and a few days before I've already bought 2 of it home already. So now I have 3 pairs of shorts with different designs from Cotton On! Hahahaha. Super happy but now I'm lacking of tops. Like seriously LACKING!

After all the shopping, we went home separately by train. Reached home at 11pm. Luckily it's holiday today, if not I'm going to die during lecture. And my legs really hurts after all the walking. But still, it's fun shopping around with friends and this really makes me feel like I'm one of the Singaporeans. At least I'm not alone in school and I had AWESOME friends!! *wide smile

And oh, my sis abandon me yesterday and took the bus back to Msia! So I'm all alone at home now. She will be back next Tuesday I think. Wow, there's like 6 days away! *tear :D

PS: Sometimes I wonders if you realised that something had changed between us.

I'm just so disappointed with everything you did and didnt do. ):

This is what I call double talent! O.O

Nice right? But seriously it's tough to play! Carmen if you're watching this can you play me Canon next time? I super likey!! Thanks XD

When you're gone.

Everything that I do, reminds me of you. ♥

Tired day.

Woke up at 8 am in the morning to have breakfast with my dad. After that return home to sweep and mop the whole house. Then clean myself up and went ION Orchard to buy a belated birthday present for xiaoyuan. But before going ION, meichyi and I went cineleisure (not exactly sure the name of the place) to have Pastamania for lunch. The usual Carbonara for the both of us. Yummy* So after the pasta, we walk to ION and seriously, the weather is hot today. But still, lots of people were walking outside 'enjoying' the sun. XD

So after reaching ION and bought the present, we went back JP and meet my dad there. He got angry over something and is throwing his tantrum now. No dinner tonight I guess. I'm hungry and is drinking vitasoy now. Doubt my stomach will feel full after this small packet of drink. I'm begining to crave for KOI but no no no, menses attacking now. Not gonna risk it. ):

Harry Potter is going to be release on the 17th this month but I've just finished 77 of the 607 pages of the thick book. Will not be able to finish it on time. Owwwhh, gonna wait till I've finish reading before going to the cinema. Not going to sit there in the cinema and blur. XD

And oh, today is World Kindness Day, no wonder everywhere we go there's someone holding a yellow daisy. (:

PS: I've been slacking too much lately. No homework and revision done. Bad sign.

I'm going to work hard NOW.

I'm back peeps!

Pretty nails done by xianwen last Wednesday at her house. Teehee.


Can you imagine how long we took to finish this? *wide smile


New shoes. But now got dirtied. Ger

See my toe? OUCH! I hurted them again! See the thin red line on the middle of the nail? That's the last time (around May) I tripped over the stairs and it bleed. This morning when I woke up, I accidently kicked (tripped on) the weighing machine and it bleed AGAIN! My poor toe, got me jumping all around the room. OMFG! It really hurts!! FML ):

Did I say I'm going back Msia last Thursday? I'm getting older, can't remember if I've posted about it or not. ): So, I'm going to repeat if I've said, my dad fetched my grandparents and me back Msia on Thursday.

Friday

Woke up and had breakfast with my parents and grandparents before they leave for Ipoh. Then in the afternoon, went Pyramid with adam. After that went back home around 6pm and then went out yam cha with chiawei and chanmeng around 9++ (at tesco mcd). Called cally out and chatted awhile before fetching soon loong to join us. Thought was going home before 12pm but in the end got kidnapped to green box at cheras and accompany them sing till 3am (the next day). O.O

Saturday

Reached my friend house at 4am. Tired. Sleep there till 8am before returning back to my aunt's house. Tired tired. Rest my body awhile before going Pyramid again with meichyi at 4pm. Tired tired tired. Just to buy her puzzle. OMFG. Tired x N times. See, told you I'm getting older.

Sunday

Return to Singapore. Backed. Sianxxx.

Monday

IBM lecture and Econ tutorial again. Tired ttm! My head felt so heavy and my eyes can't even focus on the screen sometimes. Owwwhh, this feeling sucks at school but I couldn't help it. After reaching home at 4pm after class ends, accompany meichyi to perm her hair and reached home at 9pm.

Tuesday

Raining day. Traffic jam. Freezing. Sleepy. Econ lecture and IBM tutorial. Okay, am really tired now. Gonna take a nap soon. (:

PS: I'm giving up.

I'm now in Malaysia enjoying the ...

stress-free life. Teehee. Will be going out to Pyramid for the Life As We Know It at 3.20pm with my ji mui ADAM ANG!! Lalalalalala~ Even if I've watched this before, but I don't mind watching it again. XD

I promise I'll work hard on my studies after this holiday. Been slacking too much lately.

PS: 在不同的城市努力，偶尔也会想想你.

I'm going to sleep alone tonight.

Let's see if I'll be able to sleep well or not. Teehee. I have problems sleeping alone. But I'm super tired now. :/

Finally finished my IBM correction and my eyes is now aching due to lack of sleep yesterday.

PS: It's now 9.45pm and I'm going to bed now. ._.