Hello?

I have alot of things that I haven't do and lots of problems that need solving. But I'm still here doing nothing, no, I'm thinking of what to blog and is blogging now. wtf? There's way too much things in my mind but no place for me to throw them all out. Not here though, it's just too private. ._.

Sometimes I find it hard to tell others what I'm really thinking. Those words that came out from my mouth doesn't seem to match with what's in my brain. So I often says things that hurt others but seriously I don't mean it. And I always only realised what I've said after looking at their reactions and even apologise doesn't mend the wound in the heart. Lots of people says I'm very straight forward, I tend to say things out without thinking and ended up hurting those I love. I'm trying very hard to change this brainless talking, that's why I seldom talk in school now. I don't wanna have more enemy and lose friends. In the end, they thought I'm being emo or daydreaming or anti-social (btw, I have issues being with strangers). But it's still better than saying things than hurts. Hmm, getting a little emo here. But nevertheless, it still better to be hurt by the truth than lies, right? Well, I always says the truth or the thing that come into my mind first. So I'm not totally hopeless here I guess. ):

And oh, it's my DAD BIRTHDAY today. So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!! (as if he's gonna see this ==)

PS: The best way to predict your future is to create it.