Just some random thoughts.

My breakfast for today is a packet of vitasoy (my favourite soya bean milk since I'm 9) and a packet of m&m's crispy. A not very full breakfast. Might find something else to eat later. Ohya. Been watching Vampire's diary from pps. OMG~!! There's so much hotties in it. It a series of 22 episodes. Can't make up my mind whether to buy the novels or not. I'm already halfway finishing watching so I guess the novels will have the same storyline? Hmmm. Think of the opportunity cost wenqi (hey, I'm a Economics student. Ha ha ha).

Not been able to sleep well recently. Don't know it's because of the 7th month or what. O.O Like last night, I slept at 12am but kept rolling around till 2 something. Then at 4am meichyi woke up to accompany my mum fetch daddy to the airport (he's going to Thailand for golf for 5 days). When her phone alarm rung, I woke up again. But I didn't follow her. Too tired. I want to get back to my sleep!! Around 5 something, she's back and she lie down to sleep beside me. I haven't sleep yet. Omg. Did some rolling around again even though I'm sharing a queen size bed with meichyi which means no much space for some turnings. Finally I can sleep but it's only till 10am, I woke up. Can't sleep anymore. My back aches from all the turning last night. :( Usually I wake up around 11 or 12. I miss my sleep. But I didn't waste any time when I couldn't sleep. I've been thinking about my future. Still not sure I'm going to succeed in becoming a accountant, I felt so lost. I wish I'm back in my high school when what I thought is how to ponteng, exams, friend problems, SPM, tuition etc. I hate to think of the future!!

Another thing I've been thinking is I'm going to be officially 20 y/o in 4 months time and in 5 months I'm going to be 21. OMG!! I've been worrying about aging since I'm 16. Unbelievable huh? I always thought the best age is 15 but it's already 5 years ago. *sob* When I'm 16, I walked in shopping center to find lots of 13, 14 years old students walking around. That's the time I realised I'm old. And now with meichyi 17, I'm 20 ... I'm speechless. But if the world really ends at 2012 Dec 21th, that's mean I won't get to be officially 21 years old! I'm forever going to be stuck at 20. Wooolala~ I know this sounds a bit crazy, forgive me. XD