There is so much in my head thus I have to blog again. There is nothing I can do to change anything. I'm confused but I don't know what I'm confused at. I want answers but I don't know how to ask. I admit I'm a very straight forward person. If you know me well enough, I'll ask any question if I'm curious. But when it comes to you, I'm lost. I started to panic when I received your message.

What to reply? What to reply? What to reply?

I'm afraid of asking because I'm not sure of what answers I'll get from you. We're just friends. I know, that's what I been telling myself.

I wish to graduate faster and leave this place. But time doesn't seen to take side with me. Every time i wish for time, it rushed by faster. When i want time, it doesn't seen enough.

Everyone has their own 24 hours. No one had extra and no one had lesser. For the one you care, you'll always have time for them. Busy is just an excuse. But I choose not to believe it because I trusted you. I believed every single thing you said includes things I choose to escape and forget.

Trials coming. I've this to fill up my mind but something else is distracting me. I tried to 'shoo' it away but it keeps pop out and makes me think. I really wish I can fully control my own brain. But it's losing control. I'm losing control. =(

Regarding this matter, I had no one to talk to. I'm just plain weak. I'll only admit when I'm alone. Great, I'm alone now. All by myself. Lalala~ I'm just being sarcastic. What to do? Blek, nothing.

Okie. Got bitten by lots of mosquites when I'm standing to copy the timetable for my trials this morning. *Ouch* At least got bitten 13 times, I've counted. WTH~ Stop sticking on my body!!

The Time
Tuesday 23th
Maths 1~8.30-10.15
Maths 6~10.45-12.00
Wednesday 24th
Maths 3~ 2.00-3.45
Thuesday 25th
Econ 2~10.00-11.30
Maths 4~2.00-3.15
Monday 29th
Econ 4~1.30-3.45
Tuesday 30th
Account 3~8.30-9.30
Account 4~1.30-3.30
Wednesday 31th
Econ 1~8.30-9.30
Econ 3~10.15-11.30

Yeah~ I've someone to fetch me go coll for trials to save me from all the trouble to travel. Hope he doesn't change his mind. LOL.

Gosh. How can i reject a stranger politely? I dont know. Help. .__.