Raining again.

Hmm. Might go Sg again on Sunday. All because of my 'cute' sista. She wants me to accompany her but she shy to say it out. LOL. From morning till now I just eat biscuit only. Hungry till 1.30 reached home cooked tom yam mee+egg for my numb stomach. Very full but it wont last for long before I felt hungry again. ==

Tomorrow lessons as usual. But I'm so bored of all this already. When can i graduate?? Argh. Hates college. Hates A-lvl. Hates classes. Hates myself.

Seriously no mood to blog nowadays. Too tired I think. Exam, sleep, eat, revise, tuition, exam again. WTH? This trials really give me creeps. Even pimples also starts to appear on my face. >< Pressure, stress and everything related to exam. Wonders how I'll feel during A2.

OMFG~ Here a girl/guy from Fb added my msn and intro herself/himself from what model company and asked me whether I'm interested to become a model. LOL. I'm not. But i will play around with her for awhile *evil grin*.

Yyyyyyyyeeeeaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh~*jumping up and down*

Finally taken Account today. I think I did not bad. At least better than my last trials. Tomorrow going to be the last paper of this Trials. Econ 1 and 3 which is totally objective. *big big smile* This few days had been really busy with my Account. You won't know how glad I'm feeling now. Phew~

Yesterday had a very weird nightmare. Why is it a nightmare?? Because I dreamt about my cousin. 28th March 2009 was his last day in this world and yesterday 29th I dream about him. But I didn't see him or hear him at all. Just sms. Kind of weird and cold imagine sms+ing with him. The dream ended very unexpectedly just like that. O.o Can't remembered the details.

Okie. Enough of that. Just reached home at 6pm. Horrible traffic bacause of the rain. But very nice weather. Weee~ Later I'm going to watch PS 男.

Saw this note on Fb. Very meaningful.
一個人久了，是會上癮的

一個人久了，會懶得戀愛
一個人久了，朋友會越重要
一個人久了，會越來越喜歡聽歌
一個人久了，電話會常常忘記帶
一個人久了，就會養成一個怪癖
一個人久了，對愛情會越來越挑剔

一個人久了，除了寂寞點外還是蠻開心的
一個人久了，會慢慢變得成熟起來
一個人久了，會比以前更重視更愛父母，更重視親情
一個人久了，對所有的節日大多沒甚麼期待
一個人久了，聽到看到別人一對對的很甜蜜，心裡多少還是會有些介意

一個人久了，會喜歡買很多無謂東西，帶自己去很多很遠的地方
一個人久了，會覺得無拘無束自由自在天寬地廣
一個人久了，愛情會變得越來越不重要，取而代之的是錢和事業
一個人久了，會越來越理性，越來越現實

總之，一個人久了，是很幸福的時光

即使有一點點無聊和寂寞
但是游走在自己的街道上
甚麼都可以無所謂 沒有任何束縛

可是原來
一個人久了，是會上癮的

Don't feel like blogging long. Grandma bday today. Just came back from dinner with her. Had Account tuition today and my account sucks. Chatted with WY just now and realised lot of questions I don't know how to answer. Starting to felt worry now. Can I do this?? I'm really not that Accounting type of people. But still I took the Accounting course. Frankly speaking I like Econ more but my Econ always score worst than Account. Even WY said I should go for Marketing. Oh. I'm so lost. Gtg. Need do some revision for Econ. Account makes me mad.

Can't you feel I need you right now?

Had tuition at 11am today. After that felt so hungry but Ah Yi don't want 'da bao' Mcd for me so I starve myself till dinner which almost took away all my energy. (now i'm hungry again ><) Some more I can't drive her car because she didn't have the P sticker. Hmm. Wonder how did I survive for so long? Cause I hibernate for 3 hours straight. LOL. After that did some Accounting pass year. Opps. Can't understand lots of it. Tomorrow I've have tuition again at 5pm and on Sunday at 4pm I think. Hope at least I'll score in my Account.

Hmm. Did I say I need a body check? Sunday is going to be the day. Awww~ Hope it doesn't hurt. But usually I know it will. ='(

Below were lyrics by Chia Wei. Seriously I like the chorus the most. Kind of fit into my mood now. Some parts which I likes the most.
1.Love isn't love if there is only 1 person in it. Must have 2 person to feel LOVE.
2.Even I couldn't get any response for you, I'll still love you till hundreds of centuries had passed.
3.Seriously, I don't mind if you're lying, just as long it console me.

爱要双行

记得倾盆大雨那一天
我和你 背对背 让沉默代替了言语
透彻的雨滴 淋湿了我们两个的躯体
一句我爱你 徘徊在你双耳朵里

得不到你对我的回应
我依然 爱着你 跨越数千百个世纪
眼里闪烁着 蕴藏我心意暖暖的泪滴
散落在你和我 擦肩而过的空隙里

*能不能对我说 你在想着我
*让我能够哄自己入睡
*就算你在欺骗我 也感觉安慰
*能不能告诉我 你也爱着我
*让我抱着甜蜜去期待
*就算是海市蜃楼 也不愿回头
*直到梦醒了 甜散了
*我才明白 爱要双行 才能拥有它

得不到你对我的回应
我依然 爱着你 跨越数千百个世纪
眼里闪烁着 蕴藏我心意暖暖的泪滴
散落在你和我 擦肩而过的空隙里

*能不能对我说 你在想着我
*让我能够哄自己入睡
*就算你在欺骗我 也感觉安慰
*能不能告诉我 你也爱着我
*让我抱着甜蜜去期待
*就算是海市蜃楼 也不愿回头
*直到梦醒了 甜散了
*我才明白 爱要双行 才能拥有它

*终于明白 爱要双行 必须守护它

Tell me you love me, will you?

Applied down.

Boo~ I ruined my Maths totally. Isn't in the mood in studying and Applied is so hard. Adam say A2 Applied is like F.Applied Sem 1. Wth?? Went to study in the library this morning before Econ at 10. Bored. (as shown above) Yesterday wanted to study but after I drank the Brands at 8pm, I felt asleep at 9.30. Isn't that suppose to make me feels awake? LOL.

Good news. Tomorrow no exam = no coll = late wake up = sleep later.

Bad news. Account tuition tomorrow at 11am.

Good news. I've gotten my Rm 500 back just now.

Bad news. Feel like vomitting now.

Good news. I finished my Econ paper. No blanks.

Bad news. I missed him.

Good news. And he would never know about it.

Okay. That's all. I want to go Sentosa after my A2. @#$% please fetch me. You know I'm referring to you. Haha.

不会爱-飞轮海
只好让礼物安静 躺在我口袋
宁愿看着你跟他 快乐聊到笑开
当友情两字不足形容我情感
心情都随你转弯
耳机他轻轻吻我耳朵 爱情更听不完
适合我们的从不是浪漫
你不会爱 我的爱 我明白
你的最爱 那一块 哪天我才存在
我不会爱 你的爱 受伤害
所以宁愿安静的等待
只剩下冰冷空气 陪我一整晚
寂寞却多到塞车 根本无法动弹
一翻身我在半夜 突然就醒来
梦里你的唇柔软

爱你我慢不下来 没有哪一天例外
跟自己比快 我会赶上你未来

不怕空白 我继续等待

Hungry. Tired.

*sign sign sign* Today Maths 3 was sooooo freaking difficult. Couldn't do 5 questions out of 11. Left 3 question totally blank. Great. I need more revision starting from now. @@ Yesterday went to my cousin's house for 'tuition'. He really was a great teacher. Very patience. Spent 3 hours explaining basics with me. But this is really too last-minute, I can't remember everything. I'm exhausted now. There is still 1 months more to go before A2.

Tomorrow is going to be a tiring day. Econ at 10 and maths at 2. My life is so boring~~ Have nothing to cheer me up or spice up my life. Maybe after receiving my application letter from SIM I'll will better and excited? Haha. I will. Waiting waiting waiting. ♥

Sorry if I bored you with my blog. I can't help it too.

OMG OMG OMG. Studying A level really can kill me. Can't believe I thought Maths 6 is Pure and Maths 3 is Applied. I didn't prepare anything at all for Maths 6 which is Applied and I just sat the paper today. Didn't even realised that WAS Applied till I flip through the pages of the Maths 6 paper. @@ So, I just ruin my Maths trials just like that. ._.

Tomorrow paper is Maths 3 (pure). Starts at 2 and end at 3 something I've forgotten. Later going to my cousin house, need help badly. Pure is important and I sucks in it. Hope I get to understand a little bit more. Oh gosh. I'm so hungry. After my first paper finishes at 10.15 I'm already staving but WY don't let me go down and buy sandwich. I even heard weird sounds from my stomach. Gerrr~~ So empty stomach till I reached home. During Applied just now I even slept at the last 15 minutes. Too hungry to think. Hope I'll get a nice pass. *pray*

我们总是以为
我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人
可是当我们回首
才发觉自己曾经多么天真

假如从来没有开始
你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实
很爱很爱的感觉
是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的

茫茫人海可以找到一个心爱的人
这是多么大的福气
或许没有你想象那么好
应该也不会糟糕到哪里
所以要知福惜福好好珍惜
多说关怀话
少说责备话

如果你懂得珍惜
你会发现你获得的越来越多
如果你一昧追求
你会发现你失去的越来越快

爱情合理就好
不要委屈将就
不要相信完美的爱情
其实彼此有缺点
有一种纯朴的可爱就足够了
当我们只拥有一只鞋子的时候
才会明白失去另一只鞋子的滋味
消逝的恋情总是刻骨铭心的
珍惜或放下
都是生命中必经的过程

相爱的时候需要真诚
争执的时候需要沟通
生气的时候需要冷静
愉快的时候需要分享
指责的时候需要谅解
过日子的时候需要包容

一个人的生命里
擦肩而过的人有千千万万
有几个是知音
有几个是深爱自己的人
爱情再坚固
也无法承受忙碌的侵蚀
你忙得天荒地乱
你忙得忘记关心
你忙得身心疲惫
你忙得无所适从
但是
爱情不能等你有空才珍惜！

I'm really a bad student. Scold me lazy or whatever I really don't mind now. Spent the whole day out with my mum. Told her it's only trials I will work hard before A2. She actually believe me~!! She said: Ok than. Must jia you. Later SIM don't want you. I said: Okie X3.

Oohhs. I'm going Sg on April 6 if I've taken back all my Trials result. My daddy going to China on April 7 and meichyi wants me to go accompany her. If not she will be spending 5 days alone at home. Wahaha. See, I treat her so good. xDD

Wow. Time really flies. I'm about to leave Msia. Don't know what I'm feeling now. Kind of sad when I realised I can't see him anymore. But. Life have to go on. *sign* Hope he can find his love soon. Don't even know whether I seriously wanted to wish him that. Hmm. Need to take a bath and cook tom yam maggi mee + egg. Whoohuuu~ That my dinner for today. Yummy~~

Do you know, I still miss you sometimes.

Finally had the time to blog. Phew~ Being a bit too tired nowadays. Went office with my mum to do my revision but ended up online and watch pps. Omg. Blue is sooooo hot in the drama 偷心大圣ps男. I'm so freaking in love him now.

Ahhh~ Blue blue blue. @@

Xiaoxiaobing. He looks cute right??

A lil not feeling well again. Haiz. Wonders when did i ever feels good. I need a break. Trials coming this Tuesday. Gosh. Seriously I'm not in the mood for studying now. Glad to know everyone's the same. Haha.

Guess what? I just realised I've a habit of biting people when I'm young. When I'm 6, I had once bitten my cousin's hand. Really can't remember that but I've asked my mum and she say ya, I always bite. @@ LOL. Sorry cousin, I didn't mean to bite you till you cry and complain to my mum. Lmao. xDD But in the end we managed to become great friend. Hmm, I wonders why?? Can't believe he still remember this incident. Might be nightmare to him ba. Ahaha. I love being small. Can do whatever I wanted and doesn't have to explain why. But lots of people called me to grow up. Gerrr~~ Can I don't?

Ahaha. I'm a full-time shopaholic today. Didn't even had time for taking pic. Went Bugis and bought about 3 shirts. OMG~ I can't control my money anymore. Even meichyi also bought about 3 too.

After shopping at Bugis, we went back JP and had crazy on potato again. *fat fat fat* But now I'm really tired. Going back Msia tomorrow. Finally I'm going back to that terrible place. Might come back during April again to do some revision in the library. At least I can concentrate better than studying at my aunt's house. A2 coming~~ OMG~

Lucky I brought 2 bags to SG. If not, I don't think I can pack everything inside a bag. Great. How can I carry everything alone? @@ Help.

Going out for dinner soon. Let the pic tell you what i did today.

Lift. meichyi didn't realised I'm taking pic.

After she realised...

meichyi: err jie, you taking pic again ah? O.o

Me: ya. =P

Waiting for bus going to JP.


Too boring.

My apartment. Just opposite the bus stop.

Saw this book on the table in JP library. Haha.

Omg~ I'm tired after doing Pure for 1 hour.

Da ta~ the most mature wenqi you ever seen.

[ meichyi says i look sweet but i think i looked weird. ]

Anyway I bought it for $39.90.

Can't concentrate doing Pure Maths. Felt sleepy after 1 hour. Didn't succeed in persuading Kokleong to come JP. In the end, we went shopping again and I bought a new pants and the dress above. [ our sleepiness went away after we starts shopping. Ahaha. ] Hmm. Got to ask more money from daddy again. Yeah~ I love Sg because the mall is so near my house. Not like Msia. Hate the public transport there.

Bye readers. Gtg.

Guess what?? I really went to the national library today!! But just studied awhile then meichyi wanna go JP to buy some stuffs so we left 1 hour later. Will go there again tomorrow. Btw. I'll be back on Friday instead of Thursday because the tickets for Thursday has been sold out. Too bad then. Hope Evonne don't kill me. Wahaha.

I help meichyi try this pants. She bought it.

National library's toilet. Look. meichyi looks so bored. She didn't realised I was trying to capture her too. *evil smile*

Going library. Bag full of books.

See my legs?? So thin right? Right. O.O [ but meichyi says like chicken's feets. Wth??]

The end.

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容就能够解脱
我以为我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你己对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生
我以为终究你会慢慢明白
他的心已不在你身上
我的关心你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为
我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强却一天天的失望
少给我一点希望希望就不是奢望
我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强却输得那么绝望
少给我一点希望希望就不是奢望

What is the opposite of two? A lonely me. A lonely you.

Update update~~ Did I said I watched Alice 3D yesterday at JP? Opps. I didn't, so I'll add a bit here then. Teehee. I think Alice is better than Avatar 3D. It's my own opinion la. Maybe It's because I've watched Avatar 2D before thus no surprise when watching it again in 3D. But Alice, it was like WOW. I always likes the old version of Alice that's why the 'pilih kasih'. xD Some more Avatar lasts for 2 hours 40 mins, after wearing the 3D glasses for so long, my eyes hurts. Realised Msia and Sg 3D glasses are different. Hard to say it here. Try it if you have the chance. I prefers Msia glasses though. At least it wont squeeze my head and hurt my ears. Oh. Too much complains I realised. Sorry. Updating done.

Hmm. I'm back in Sg again. Had lots to blog on. Ahaha. My life is about to change soon, I just knew it. Lmao.

Saturday. On the way back to Msia.

On Sunday morning, we went to Semenyih to 'visit' my grandfather's cemetery. After that meichyi and I went Pyramid to SHOP. Bought 3 clothes that day. Hmm. Have to buy more in future. Yeah~~

Sakai+ing~

I LIKE this hat~!!Rm59.90. O.o


Lemon green tea. *Sour* =P

Creamy mashed potato.

Disgusting spaghetti. *Dislikes*.

[ meichyi says I'm annoying because I'm the one who ordered it but dislikes it. In the end I finished it. \(^^)/ ]

I wanna take this pic alone but she keep on squeezing her face in.

My bag match my shirt!!

Just back home after shopping the world day again at JP. Wonders will I ever felt bored of that place. Nah. I just love to shop. LOL. Ohya. After reaching Sg today, we went SIM again to register for UOL. Thanks god I brought my SPM cert along. They need it too. But they wanted me to translate my result into a English version one to make it acceptable in Sg. Gonna find that place to do the translation thingy fast. I prefers my SPM result more than my AS. At least I've got 10 credits.

Btw. I trimmed my hair. Love it so much now. Felt my head is lighter and my hair is more manageable. I hate to tie my hair. I'm so lazy. Lalala~ Hmm. I'm going to the library tomorrow with meichyi to study for my Pure. Oohh. I'm going back Msia on Thursday. Going clubbing with Evonne and Mao on Friday and going to find Joo Kiat at Pyramid again because he's going to celebrate his Bday there. This is going to be a long and busy week babe.

Had a busy day today. Went SIM and had a look around with help from Clara. Okie. I've made up my mind. After A-Level, I'm going for University of London, BSc Accounting and Finance. I'm going to work hard now. I'll have to cope with 12 subjects in future. Almost the same subjects I'm studying now, Economics, Statistics 1, Mathematics 1, Principles of Banking and Finance, Principles of Accounting and a lot lot more. @@ These are only the foundation. I'll have to spent 3 years in this before going for ICPAS. Don't even know what's that but it's the normal route to take before reaching CPA. That's the highest qualification for Accounting if I'm not mistaken. Hmm. Seriously I don't think I can cope with ACCA thus I'll have to choose this ICPAS. I've have to come back to Sg on Monday to register myself in for the August intake. Application date line ends at March 31th. Clara says there will be limited quota. Must fast, fast, and fast.

After visiting SIM, I went Jp with Meichyi. Polished our nails because I want to do so. Wahaha. After that my dad fetched us to Thai-forgot-the-name restaurant for dinner. Ate loads of food but still felt hungry now. xD

Okay, some pics I took today.

My dinner just now. Sharkin's fin.

Polished my nails at Jp with Meichyi. Cost $21 which means each nail cost $2.10. O.O

My lunch today. Cheese on potato!! Love the cheese~

Alone in the lift.

Random me.

Tarc new renovation. Steal this pic from Sheng Wei's Fb. Such a waste of money.

Hmm. I'll stop here. Kinda busy now. Bye readers.

Wulala~~ I'm going Sg in less than 9 hours time. But I'm so lazy to pack my bag. Shall pack later.

"Accompany" that dai siew ye go Giant compare prices of beer before going home. Dislike his walking speed. It's like super fast. Hates his long legs. @@

Gosh~ Can't believe my stomach is hurting me now. Been running to the toilet 5 to 6 times yesterday. Just in a month, I visited the doctor twice. == Btw, I'm 165cm now. Measure it at the doctor. Doesn't know whether it's reliable or not. Ahaha~ Hmm. I'm getting thinner too. My pants all become so loose in just a day.

Did you know? Sleeping burns more calories than lying on a sofa watching tv. I slept at 11pm yesterday. So, calories go, go, go away. Weee~~

*Sign* What a boring day today. Nothing happens, nothing to blog.

Menses attacked today. Woke up in the morning felt dizzy and headache. Decided not to go college. Had a 15 hours sleep from last night 10pm to this afternoon 1pm. If I can't feel any hungriness, I won't wake up before 3 one lor. Can't believe I'm still not getting well after being sick for so long. Last night I felt so cold suddenly, some more I'm covered with 4 blankets and wearing my jacket. @@ Great. My right hand been hurting me again. My mum says it need 1 week to recover. WTF?

What's wrong with my body?? Why doesn't it get any better?? Feels like vomiting now. Don't even know I can manage to go to college tomorrow. It's my last day before Trials. Crap. TRIALS is just 13 days away and I'm still blogging. Hmm. But I did my Econ revision just now for 2 hours. Yea~~ Will do more at night. But my headache is distracting me. H.E.L.P.

Going to pack my bag for tomorrow small trip to Sg. Yeah~ My mum allow me to stay to June 15 before I'm going back to Sg. Finally I'll get to play the whole day~

Baby Milo~ My favourite.

Guess what? I saw him in his mum's car this morning when I'm about to pass the Sunway Toll. Saw that familiar car plate number and the same silver car. Wasn't that sure it was his car until my mum drove pass them and I take a look. Yah, it's him. Didn't realised we took the same route everyday. But I wasn't as excited as I thought I'll be when I saw him in the car. Hmm. How come?? Idk.

Yesterday went 海南村 (direct translation = Hai Nan Village) to have seafood with my family. I like the sea view there but hate the food. Not nice and expensive. 17 people cost around rm802?? WTF. O.o

I'm going to spent more time out with my friends now since I'll be leaving in less than 2 months excluding my trials and A2 days. After trials I'll be busy. (Actually I'm busy everyday. =P ) But I'll find time if you date me. Won't be like last time keep give all sort of excuses. Lmao. And yes, I'll be leaving on June 12th, straight after my A2 finishes. Won't be back until CNY. Perhaps CNY also won't be coming back. ='(

I want go shopping. I want spent money. I want drink bubble tea with double pearl. I want eat popchicken. Lastly, I want you.♥

OMFG~ I'm a oku now. I've lost my right hand.

Gin's phone and mine. Almost identical. Force him to use the same theme as mine yesterday. Haha. Even though he don't like it at first but he kept it till now. What a cute guy. *laugh*

Just got my Statement of Entry today. A2 starts at May 12th. @@ Ends at June 10th. Great, it last for almost 1 month. Have lots of time to study in between. Hmm. I've been thinking maybe it's because I always forget that I'm a A2 student that's why I don't study? So from now on I'm going to remind my self. I'm a A2 student. I'm a A2 student. I'm a A2 student. O.o

Mum bought this for me in SG. My favourite. Heart heart heart it.

Do I looked like a easy prey? I doubt so. Can you all stop harassing me? I've learnt my lesson. Never ever ever give your number to strangers. Wonders what am I thinking when I told them my number. Terrible mistake. Opps. If this continues, I might consider to change my number.



沒那麼簡單-黃小琥

没那么简单 就能找到 聊得來的伴
尤其是在 看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安 只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫

沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看
變得實際 也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單 一久也習慣
不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上 關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經

想念最傷心 但卻最動心 的記憶

This MV makes me cry. Her voice sounds so sad to me. Felt so touching. I like the part when the girl touches her palm and recall she touched the same place on the guy's palm. Everything around you are still the same. The only thing that changed is he's already gone and everything become the past. Suddenly you realised you're all alone.

I miss sitting the bus with you.

I'm so glad you didn't make me disappointed this time. *smile smile smile*

There is so much in my head thus I have to blog again. There is nothing I can do to change anything. I'm confused but I don't know what I'm confused at. I want answers but I don't know how to ask. I admit I'm a very straight forward person. If you know me well enough, I'll ask any question if I'm curious. But when it comes to you, I'm lost. I started to panic when I received your message.

What to reply? What to reply? What to reply?

I'm afraid of asking because I'm not sure of what answers I'll get from you. We're just friends. I know, that's what I been telling myself.

I wish to graduate faster and leave this place. But time doesn't seen to take side with me. Every time i wish for time, it rushed by faster. When i want time, it doesn't seen enough.

Everyone has their own 24 hours. No one had extra and no one had lesser. For the one you care, you'll always have time for them. Busy is just an excuse. But I choose not to believe it because I trusted you. I believed every single thing you said includes things I choose to escape and forget.

Trials coming. I've this to fill up my mind but something else is distracting me. I tried to 'shoo' it away but it keeps pop out and makes me think. I really wish I can fully control my own brain. But it's losing control. I'm losing control. =(

Regarding this matter, I had no one to talk to. I'm just plain weak. I'll only admit when I'm alone. Great, I'm alone now. All by myself. Lalala~ I'm just being sarcastic. What to do? Blek, nothing.

Okie. Got bitten by lots of mosquites when I'm standing to copy the timetable for my trials this morning. *Ouch* At least got bitten 13 times, I've counted. WTH~ Stop sticking on my body!!

The Time
Tuesday 23th
Maths 1~8.30-10.15
Maths 6~10.45-12.00
Wednesday 24th
Maths 3~ 2.00-3.45
Thuesday 25th
Econ 2~10.00-11.30
Maths 4~2.00-3.15
Monday 29th
Econ 4~1.30-3.45
Tuesday 30th
Account 3~8.30-9.30
Account 4~1.30-3.30
Wednesday 31th
Econ 1~8.30-9.30
Econ 3~10.15-11.30

Yeah~ I've someone to fetch me go coll for trials to save me from all the trouble to travel. Hope he doesn't change his mind. LOL.

Gosh. How can i reject a stranger politely? I dont know. Help. .__.

Reached home early today because Adam fetched. Thanks thanks him. Not feeling well again. No medicine could makes me feels better. What i need now is just a simple explanation. Went pizza hut for lunch with WY. Ate too full but we still went to 4 seasons for a drink. Nice cafe with 4 seasons. We sat at the winter place and i felt cold immediately. The temperature is to be maintain at 15 degree Celsius. Ordered flower tea which makes my stomach feels unwell till now.

That shy girl. xD

The Autumn place. Looked so classical right.

Rose+winter melon tea. I almost vomit after finish 2 jug with WY.

My D.I.Y. Things i throw out from my spaghetti.

Maybe what I've said is a bit harsh to you. Sorry. But I really don't know why you're doing all these things? You really changed into someone i don't know. Maybe it's my problem but I hope I can sort this out. Am i being annoying? Ya, perhaps. But what i want now is to know what you are thinking. I know I may be just a normal friend to you but you meant a lot to me. I treat you as my best friend and this is what i get from you. You don't even care about my feelings. I waited and waited but nothing comes from you. I believed you for so many times but you always break my trust. Maybe you had your own reasons but you didn't even bother to tell me. Every time i get nearer to you, you'll get away from me. I don't want to lose you as a friend but u don't care. What else can i say? Its really hurt me to know this. Maybe we have the same feeling. I need to talk to you. Please.

Ps: Even if you're just a small part of my life but you'll always be my most major element.♥

Might pt on 12th go Sg and visit the Sim Uni open house. Hope I'm going to settle down there.

I hate being Class Rep!! I've already handed up my form and I still need to settle their forms for them. Must let CR check before hand up to the office. Some till now also haven't hand up, double up my work only. I've already told them the date line but they ignored me making me felt so frustrated when it's time for them to hand up but they haven't complete their forms. Gggeerr~~ Stop giving me problems and co-operate with me can?? I'm did not volunteer for this job so stop giving me that it's-my-responsible look!! Hey! Did u realised I've been trying to satisfy what the office told me to do? If you did not, then shut your mouth or just try exchange being CR. It's not that easy ok? I don't have time for all those extra nonsense you all create for me. I hate it when someone asked me something I can't answer and you all say I'm irresponsible. WTF~ Hate that kind of look. If you want to know something, find it out yourself. I want to be a normal student if I can but the fact is I can't. I'll be the worst CR you ever seen in your study life. Yeah, I'll be.

Ok. Stop complaining. Need some sleep to clear my overloaded brain.

I'm tired. I'm seriously is.

Do you believe in online love? A guy suddenly jump out from FB and asked you whether he can chase you or not. What will you say? Problem is he younger then you 2 years and he say that isn't a problem. Never meet before but say he have special feelings for you when looking at your pics. @@ 1 word from me, UNBELIEVABLE. He's not young so can't say he wasn't immature so what's he thinking? *blur*

Oh, i realised he always used this method to know girls and to find GF. LOL. I know how to deal with him already. He's really immature. == Sorry but I'll have to blog it here. I doubt he'll knows I'm writing about him. Finally I've found something interesting to spice up my boring life. wahaha~ *wicked laugh*

OMG~ He said he wont give up on the girl he loved. *geli* I'm having goosebumps now. But I really admire his courage. Lmao.

Okie. Finally I'm back. Thanks to my neighbour. If you know what i meant. Lots to blog about but dont know where to start. Hmm. First thing i want to say is TRIALS COMING~!! OMG~ Trials will be starting at March 21 which is 3 more weeks from now. Gosh~~ I'm starting to worry and get nervous.

Mum went Sg on Thusday night and back on Sunday. She found me another Uni. Near Ngee Ann Poly called the Sim Uni. Heard from mum from Clara, she say the Uni not bad. Basic requirement just 2 pass is enough. Yeah~~

Went Pyramid with Evonne on Friday. We're on a mission and we succeeded. Haha. Took lots of pics with my new old phone. @@ But the pics looked so crazy and wild. LOL. Upload a abit here. Visit my FB if you're interested. xD Okay~ Gtg to watch 下一站幸福. BB

I like this pic. Got price tag on my head. xD

Evonne says my eyes looked big. Haha.

Bought this spec in the end. Rm29.90.