Felt so frustrated now. I don't even know what I'm doing. Great, isn't this what i want? Nope. I don't want this at all i realised. Wonders where is my EQ? Gone, because having EQ ain't going to help me now. I want to solve this prob, not making it bigger like what I've done. This have to be stop, stopping, stopped. Gastric again. Haven't bathe. Been thinking what to do to satisfy her. I admit my wrongs and apologise but she decline it. Said i wasn't sincere enough. But seriously i don't know what other things i did. @@ She called me to recall and think but i really can't think of anything else. I wanted to know what i really did but she doesn't wants to tell me. Ok. I'm tired. Since she already had chosen the one to believe, guess whatever i say is meaningless now. Hope things changes the next time i blogged. Hates being emo. I'M SORRY. Said it even though it can't help anything. That's all.