Great. I'm not getting better at all even after all the medicine. Idk why. Been MC for 2 days and now finally in coll. Still having serious flu and sore thorat. Saw Adam today in coll, he thought i just woke up only. LOL. I know i looked weak. But i already opened up my eyes. @@ Btw, Friday is a holiday. So~ I'll be going coll for 2 days in a week. Fuuyoohh~~

Ohya, I'm in the new CITC now. It's kind of cold here. *sniffs* Makes my nose suffers more. Gerr.

This is so true on Facebook. Every points listed below says the truth about me. WOW.

Dear Wenqi Ng, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are intelligent
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Honest
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sweet
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendly to everybody
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't like conflict
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Because you're so cheerful
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Fun people are naturally attracted to you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Like to talk to you
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Smart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Determined people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't judge a book by its cover
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are very serious about relationships
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : If you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will fall deeply
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Beautifully in love
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You listen to your own instincts
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Tend to follow your heart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will probably end up with an unusual job
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are concerned about your image
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The way others see you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : It's time for you to believe in who you are
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Not what you wear

I'm back. But I'm not feeling happy at all. A bit emo today. Felt lot of problems need solving but i can't do anything to make it better. I'm tired, both physical and mental. I wish my mind can take a break and rest. But i know it's impossible.

You really broke my heart. You ruined my life because of your selfishness. Stop giving yourself an excuse. Can you wake up and look around you? I doubt so.

What can i do now? What am i suppose to do? What can i still do? Does it matters? No. I'm just being ridiculous.

Yeah~~ Finally found my shoes and a BAG. Hahahaha. Went Bugis and saw the shoes while going back saw the bag at JP, Zinc. Wuuhuuu~~ Heart both of them.♥

Zinc.

Not big not small, just the right size for me. ♥

Kappa shoes.

It's black so i don't need to wash. Haha.

LOL. So tired today. Shopped the whole afternoon. Meichyi finished school at 12.30 so i went and 'fetch' her home. (no la, she don't need any fetching, but the explanation is a long story) I don't like the bubble tea near Meichyi's school. Pearls too hard. Taste like biting rubber. Yucks. But lot of people buy from there. I wonders why. Perhaps its my prob. @@ Lmao.

Tomorrow I'll be watching Little Big Soldier and 72 Tenants Of Prosperity at JP. Yeah~~ Btw, JP interchange was renovated and i can't find the berth for 172 to go to Westwood. I had to find the 'road sign' for direction. Ate Long John Silver till almost vomit. Too much cheese. But I'm so satisfy. *Bao Bao* Yorr~ Going back to M'sia on Sunday. I don't like M'sia. Idk why. But Meichyi kept on saying she missed M'sia and wanted to go back there. LOL. Another 4 months I'll be here permanently.

Still have minor headache today. A bit fever, my mum says i 'yih hei', mean too much heat in my body, didn't drink enough water, blablahbla. == My shoulder felt so stiff after long hours of shopping. Have to rest more tonight. Bye, readers.

2nd post today. After i slept in the afternoon, i seriously felt better. Now still having minor fever but it's okay. Went to JP again after Meichyi reached home after her schooling. Had a walk around JP with my cousin KokLeong and Meichyi. He was damn hilarious. Can't stop laughing when we tried to persuade him to open up a sweet bottle that will release electricity to those who tries to open it. He didn't know that the bottle could release electricity. After he realised the effects of the bottle, he tried it and was shocked~!! Lmao. Really can't stop laughing.

Yorr~ Saw a pair of shoes quite nice but it doesn't have my size. Too bad then. Got to search again.

Ohya, had dinner at Sungei Tengah with my family. Saw a dog acting fierce at my dad. It kept on 'rolf' at us. But when my dad use a dry leaf to play with it, he run away and kept a distance with it. He is so afraid of the lifeless dry leaf. Boo~!! Useless dog. ==

Okay, gonna sleep now. Shit~ I haven't done any revision this holiday. OMG. I need to work harder, work harder and WORK HARDER now. But can i??

Highly recommanded. Look at this. Awww~they're so cute. @@

Having fever, headache, bodyache and sore thorat now. Felt so tired. Just back from JP. Shop with my mum, but she still shoppping there. == I'm too weak to accompany her walk around so i came back. Kind of dizzy now. Yah, I'm going to take a nap soon.

LOL. There is a sort of cny reunion at Soon Loong house today. Can't get to go since I'm in Sg now. *Sob* I'm going to miss out all the fun. I want ang bao la~~ Too bad this year lots of my relative can't give us ang bao. I'm going broke soon. In need of money~ I want buy new shoes. My old one very dirty and i hate to wash it.

Opps. I accidently fall asleep while closing my eyes. Got to go and rest liao. BB

Finally, I'm in Sg. Whew~~ Lots of things happened this cny. Don't wish me Happy Chinese new Year. I'm not at all happy. Perhaps i felt a little happiness because of him, BUT overall, I'm still not happy. Had lots of complains about my hometown in Ipoh. Can't imagine how people can tolerate living there. @@

Kay, have to stop now. Busy~

Gosh. I'm so hot. *cough* Just finished enjoying my 3 hours nap and realised I'm sweating. WTH. Went to bathe again because my menses came. Further spoiling my mood. So now after the heavenly bathe. I'm alive again. Haha.

Ohh mii godd. I think I'm going to fail my Pure. =( Last minute reading doesn't help. Reached home very early today since Econ tutorial was 'cancelled'. Classes end at 11, went tbr again. (where else can we go?)

I need to travel everyday by bus, lrt and car. Ohya, plus walk too. It's kind of tiring having to go through all this to reach coll and back. I've to use 2 hours on transport to reach home. But i realised i doesn't hate the process of travelling. It gives me time to think, to wonder, and to let my imagination goes wild. Sometimes when I'm so into thinking, i don't even notice how fast the bus goes or how fast time passes. While sitting on the 1 hour bus back home, i get to see lots of difference people. Frankly speaking, i think i got a new habit. Observing people around me. Haha. xD But i think i really need some time on my own to think about my future.

What's wrong with my parents?? Makes me feel sad only. =( I thought is just a small problem but it ended up becoming a BIG one. Well, i made my decision. Fully support the innocent one.

LOL. I'm soooo addicted in reading. Crap. I got a feeling I'm going to ruin my a level. But who to be blamed? ME. ME. ME. Felt a lot to be blog about but when i started typing, every feeling's gone. Wonders why does this happened so frequently? My brain memory is loaded with so much shit that it makes my memories lag? Hmm. Perhaps.

Had Econ test today. Such a surprise!! LOL. How come i can't remember all the dates for my tests?? Have to rush for revision yesterday. Tomorrow is going to have Pure. Going to revise in a second, i doubt.

A little nonsense from me. Skip this if you're busy.
Why is there always someone who struggles so hard to study but can't get the results they want? (of course this doesn't refers to me ._. ) It's kind of unfair and ridiculous for them. For days and days of sleepless night, what did they get in return? Just a pass, or a D for most subs. Isn't there a saying, practice makes perfect? Is D or an E perfect? No. They had spent TIME doing all their TUTORIALS while i spent my TIME on PPS and FB. I'm soooo lucky to get this results (no fail, no E) and i'm not working any harder. Luck won't always stand by me. STUDY WENQI STUDY!!

Hmm. Realised today was just a normal day. Had nothing to blog. That's all. Tada~

PS: Can someone motivates me to study? I'm trying, I'm trying to.

This is just a random post. Felt so bored whenever there is no test or exam the next day. Hate revising but feel so free without spending time doing revision. I'm so confused about what i want and what i need. Have to find time to sort out my priorities.

Hmm, I'm wondering whether should i cut my hair?? Long hair doesn't suit me much i think. A bit messy for me. Heart my short hair. Simple and nice.

Looks like tb?? O.o

Middle-length hair. This also ok for me. But hard to keep it in shape.

My length of hair now. With my spec. A bit too long for me. Looks so old. == *dislike*

The last one. My longest hair. Not going to have this length. .__.

I guess maybe after 1 year I'll cut my hair to the length shown in pic1. Alright, i wanna sleep. Can't stand the temptation of my lovely bed. Bye, readers.

I guessed the problem was solved. Felt so many things happened in just a week. Perhaps only in a few days of this week but it makes me felt so exhuasting while trying to settle it. Messed up my normal life. == But at least i've learnt my lesson.

Ohya, did i said i'm addicted in a novel again? This time is the continuous of the previous 'You Slay Me' novel, Fire Me Up.

Almost finishing in 3 days time. Shit. I'm dying in Econ tutorial today. Can't concentrate and focus in class. But during lecture, i'm so energetic. Wonders why? Perhaps i'm getting some holiday mood from CNY. I want go shopping in Sg!! Buy, eat, play, sleep. Wooohuuu~~

Got back my Account result. Okay okay. Got 60%. With a little help from the guy in front. Actually i didn't mean to get help from him. I just wanted to ask him whether he can balance his CFS but when he turned back to look at my paper, he told me to change this, change that. O.o But in the end i still failed to balance it up. Furthermore, he makes my account unbalanced more. Difference about (200,000). (If you've learn Accounting, you should be able to understand the bracket.) Anyway, thanks for that little help.

Felt so frustrated now. I don't even know what I'm doing. Great, isn't this what i want? Nope. I don't want this at all i realised. Wonders where is my EQ? Gone, because having EQ ain't going to help me now. I want to solve this prob, not making it bigger like what I've done. This have to be stop, stopping, stopped. Gastric again. Haven't bathe. Been thinking what to do to satisfy her. I admit my wrongs and apologise but she decline it. Said i wasn't sincere enough. But seriously i don't know what other things i did. @@ She called me to recall and think but i really can't think of anything else. I wanted to know what i really did but she doesn't wants to tell me. Ok. I'm tired. Since she already had chosen the one to believe, guess whatever i say is meaningless now. Hope things changes the next time i blogged. Hates being emo. I'M SORRY. Said it even though it can't help anything. That's all.

My mood sucks today. But i don't want to be angry. Ya, maybe is my fault we quarrel. But she's not totally right. Cool down after some serious thinking. I should have higher EQ. But lose control somehow.

Search for some angry quotes to change my mood but what i found was pointless and some meaningless. Examples:
1.If you're angry at a loved one, hug that person. And mean it. You may not want to hug - which is all the more reason to do so. It's hard to stay angry when someone shows they love you, and that's precisely what happens when we hug each other. ~Walter Anderson, The Confidence Course, 1997
2.Next time you're mad, try dancing out your anger. ~Sweetpea Tyler
WTH??@@

But i like these:
1.Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned. ~Buddha
2.For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness. ~Author Unknown
3.Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret. ~Ambrose Bierce
4.If you kick a stone in anger, you'll hurt your own foot. ~Korean Proverb

So, I'm not angry anymore after finding all these quotes. Kinda shift my attention somewhere else. Ohya, had Accounting test today. Failed to balance my cash-flow statement again for the N times. Nevermind, it's just a small small test. Tomorrow is going to have my Pure. Studying now. But I'm sooo~ lazy. Just flipping over notes and trying to memorize all the formula. @@

Went Nando's for lunch again. OMG~~ I'm almost broke now. Almost but not yet. ^^ Can't resist the mouth-watering chicken. xD Have to diet now. ( did i said it before?@@ )

Hey hey hey. My hair was actually quite obvious. Haha. At least people still notice the difference. Pure IS on Thursday. LOL. Screwed up my day yesterday with all those tutorials. But i had help which makes things much more easier for me. Took my statement of result today. Nah~~no changes at all. How i wish they made a mistake and I've got an A. Lmao.

Alright. I'm going to prepare for my body check after CNY. Shit. I'm so afraid of the needles and the pain. The last time i did my body check was about 2 years ago. The doctor can't find my veins because i was too nervous and my whole hand turned white. Hopefully this time will be more successful than the previous one.

Pt Econ tutorial because of that dai siew jie. She don't have mood to study and wants to go home. == But we were so hungry so we went TBR with Gin to eat. LOL. Su Linn is going to borrow me other book which means i will have to neglect my studies again for a moment.

A young Hong Kong guy ( age around 20-23) asked me whether this bus go to Putrajaya when I'm in the bus, u70. == I think someone had given him the wrong info thinking that he wanted to go to Puchong Jaya. He carries a big bag and look lost.
He asked me in the bus: Can you speak Chinese or Cantonese?
I replied: Ke yi.
He asked: Cantonese?
Me: Hor yi ah.
He looked relaxed and asked in Cantonese: This bus can go to Puchong Jaya? ( He meant Putrajaya but he can't pronounced it clearly. ==!)
I heard Puchong Jaya and said: Can.
He asked again: There got government building one hor?
I was like HUH? Got meh? I said: I think no le.
He said: No? Wait, i give you see the picture. ( He took out a travelling book in Malaysia and flip through it. )
He show me the photo and i can't believe this thing really can be found in Puchong. Then~ I saw the heading. Putrajaya.
I told him he took the wrong bus. This bus is not going to this place. Go down and ask someone with your book. Point at it, don't pronounced it again. He said Thanks and asked the bus driver ( before he drive away ) how to go to Putrajaya. ( Of course he point at the pics ) The bus driver said something like board the bus E1. But no refund for his rm3 ticket. Hope this guy can find his way there.

I'm so f**king tired today. No college because of what wilayah holiday. Been studying for 6 hours straight and the best part is that I'm still not sure whether my Pure test is going to be on tomorrow or Thursday. Great, just great. I'll have to finish revision by today and hope the test is going to be postpone to Thursday or it's really on Thursday. Whatever. Thanks Angel for helping me solve those simple questions that i myself can't solve it.My body has been giving me some kind of signals nowadays. Such as dizziness, gastric, headache, flu and sore throat. Not everything comes together. Just flu+sore throat happens more frequently. But gastric is really serious for me. This few days i get hungry easily and doesn't have time for food thus causing the gastric. But I'm not getting fatter maybe a little thinner. Weird right? Right. I'll be going for body check after CNY i guess. Starting to worry a bit.

See, i'm slim. Evonne bought me this shirt for my b.day. Heart it.

Found some time yesterday and read my diary. I've been writing it since form 2. I looked back my form 4 + 5 days. How i used to think and judge people have changed. So I've changed for the better i guess. *smile* But when i'm looking at our pics i realised i don't feel any sadness or any sorrowness. Thinks the past has really been the past for me.

Ohya. i've dye my hair but its makes no difference. Nevermind. cost me rm170 + treatment. At least my hair is smoother after the treatment. Going to be very busy after CNY. My trials is going to start at March. Time, time, i need TIME.