Last post of the year.

Been spending lots of time at home this few days because I'm really tired to go out. Both mentally and physically. School gonna restart on Monday if I'm not wrong. *sigh. Gonna be busy with studies soon.

Have lots in my mind that I felt like blogging but I just couldn't find the right words to describe. Maybe its not meant to be poured out in public I guess. Wenqi, where have all your courage been? 我不是你想象的勇敢. I don't wanna be alone but I kept pushed people away from me. Oh man, to be emo at the last day of the year. How great! This feeling sucks but I guess I can't do anything about it, till it fades away.

Looking out at my window and what I see is busy street lights, lights from the mrt and from HDB residents. But where's my light? The light that shines the way to you? People said : Distance makes the heart grow fonder. What crap is this?! Oh. Leave me alone. I'm so negative today.

PS: Enjoying my last day being 20 because I'm going to be 21 in 4 hours time. How pathetic.

Last 3rd day of 2010.

Spent my day with xiaoyuan at Bugis, 313 and Far East. Tired but its nice meeting up with her. Been too busy with studies and its been 1 month we didn't meet! HAHAHA.

Oh. Its time to come up with my new year resolution again. Last 3 days of the year but this year I felt everyday of my life is very well spent with either friends or studying. I have a feeling next year is going to be a better one because I had awesome friends here. Finally, I'm setting down nicely in sg. *loves.

I'm going to read the Diary of a wimpy vampire now. HAHAHA. Bye readers.

PS: Lets keep everything the same. The same you. The same me. The same us. (:

A surprise! Offically 20 now.

Went Carmel's house yesterday to have steamboat for dinner. Reached compass point ard 3pm and start shopping for food at cold storage. After that went back to her place and prepared the food. XD

Zhi ping cleaning the prawns. She's the prawn killer. HAHAHA.

Group pic.

Fooooooooooood. Yummy! This is before. Wait till you see the after. HAHAHA.

Full ttm.

Scroll up and find that before cause this is the AFTER! Spot the differences?

Me nua-ing on carmel's bed. XD

Mahjong!

Zhi ping's.

Oh oh. This is what carmel wrote for me! OMG! Super touching long letter.

zhi ping and qilu.

Just when I thought we're going back, they surprise me with a cake! OMG! Loooooovvvvvvvvvveeeeeeessssssss.

Birthday cake! My 20th. Favourite chocolate cake!

My wish for this year is ...

*blow.

*cuts.

Besties!

Letter from carmel, the rest is what xianwen bought for me for christmas and my bday. OMG OMG OMG. I nearly cried. ((((:

Thanks, thanks for the night. Credits to : carmel, xianwen, peggy, qilu, zhi ping, jacelyn and cheryl. *loves

PS: You don't know how much I hope you'll appear in front of me now.

All picha post! XD