How lucky can she be?

Awwwwww. Anthony Neely. *drools.

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Stop! I love you.

What's small, with rice and seaweed?

What's else? Is SUSHI!!!


Went Sakae Sushi yesterday with Carmel, qilu, zhi ping and jacelyn after our lecture and tutorial. HAHAHA. If you know me well, you should know I don't eat sushi because I don't like the rice. Too sticky. But LOTS, LOTS, LOTS of people super love to eat sushi around me. Wherever I am, I'm the only one that don't crave for sushi. HAHAHA. Even my family members love eating it too. That small, small cucumber with seaweed and rice is what I always eat. I dislike crabmeat too. ):

But its fun to eat with my friends because its fun seeing them eating while avoiding the camera. Just take a look at the photos we took that day and realised every one of it look so 'unglam'. So better don't upload them to preserve our nice, nice image. (((:

OH OH OH. What to wear for carmel 21th bday. The theme is hawaii, but I don't think I have anything hawaii to wear. Maybe I'll find something with lots of flowers and match it with a straw hat. Sounds hawaii? HAHAHA. I have 3 more days to prepare. Oh no oh no. After that party I'm going back Msia for CNY on Monday evening I think. Won't be going back KL but still to Ipoh. Mad sian. Can't even see evonne and chat with her. *sigh.

PS: I should have walk away.

You gave me roses, but I left them there to die.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.

PS: But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

Back from Msia.

Went Msia after lecture on Friday and back on Saturday afternoon. Just for fun actually. Don't feel like staying in Sg so decide to follow my dad back because he need to do something there.

Not in the mood for blogging so ya, that's all for this post. I know I'm lazy because I haven't been doing any revision or doing my POA assignment which is due this Friday. Oh. I had good news. Next week is my CNY holiday. FOR 1 WHOLE WEEK!! HAHAHA. So just have to go for school for 5 days then wwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ I'm a free girl again. Well, I'm free now. Not much diff anyway, I'm in holiday mood now.

PS: Tell me why.

Time Slips to Nothing [Jack/Ianto - Jack POV]

1. Not Ready to Love (Rufus Wainwright)
I'm not ready to love.
I'm not ready to fly.
I'm giving up belief in the sky,
so you can take my seat.
In up above on high, say goodbye.


2. Astronaut (Terami Hirsch)
Been on a cruise in the heavens,
and how I flew.
Down on the earth, it was a little colder,
missing you.


3. Nothing Lasts Forever (Maroon 5)
Built a wall around my heart.
I'll never let it fall apart,
but strangely I wish secretly,
it would fall down while I'm asleep.


4. IOU One Galaxy (Ataris)
Gave you this I.O.U. today.
It said "Good for one galaxy."
Once I build my rocket to the stars,
we'll fly away just you and me.


5. When the World Ends (Dave Matthews Band)
You know when the world ends,
I'm gonna take you aside and say,
"Let's watch it fade away, fade away."
When the world's done, our's just begun.
It's done, our's just begun.


6. Universe (Savage Garden)
Cuddle up close, lay on my chest now.
Listen, my heartbeat's coming down.
If you get tired, you close your eyes now.
When you wake up, I won't be found.
'Cause I know, baby, I know you're the nervous kind
with so much going on in your mind.


7. Jealous of the Moon (Nickel Creek)
Staring down the stars, jealous of the moon.
You wish you could fly, but you're staying where you are.
There's nothing you can do if you're too scared to try.


8. Suspended (Matt Nathanson)
'Cause all I wanna be is the minute that you hold me in.
When you pretend that I'm all that you waited for.
Time slips to nothing and I'm better than I've ever been.
I'm suspended.


+ Those You've Known (Spring Awakening)
Those you've known and lost still walk behind you.
All alone, they linger 'til they find you.
Without them, the world grows dark around you,
and nothing is the same until you know that they have found you.

PS: I guess I'm still not ready for love.

My perfect nightmare.

PS: Keep telling myself that it's not worth it,
I already know I don't deserve it,
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting,
This is my perfect nightmare.

Medicine day.

Study Econ makes me sick. See all the medicine above? HAHAHA. From two different doc I've seen this week. Luckily I don't have any problem swallowing pills if not ... disaster man! But I'm not sure whether these medicine can be consume together. Opps. Hope they can be.

See the time I'm blogging you should have guess that I've PON again. This time is SSE. How many times I have ponteng because of not feeling well? Countless time man. :x Stupid and crazy and no self-control stomach. Grrr! I've drink a lot, a lot of water le! But still don't feel any better and I had to rush to the toilet more often than ever. *Headache. Oh. Must be I'm eating rubbish lately, such as M&M, Cadbury, Pringles, Snickers, my mum homemade agar-agar, and seaweed! HAHAHA. Does this consider as rubbish? But its soooo tempting lying innocently on the table for me.

Okay. Back to POA now. Had to force myself to finish the assignment for today since I'll be home the whole day. ):

PS: I'm craving for koi!

MC today.

Didn't go school today. Still not feeling well. Stomachache. Flu. Slight cough. So I did POA assignment the whole day but not very productive. SSE tomorrow, don't feel like going but I didn't have any more MC after today, so have to go which is really boring. Might go Far East with my friends if I feel better tomorrow. To shop for CNY clothes. Oh man. CNY is just 1 week away from now. And Prelims is another 1 month. But what am I doing here? Slacking, slacking, slacking.

Btw, I'm watching Harry Potter and the chamber of secret on HBO now. Very exciting though this is the N-times I've watched it. But to watch it on the TV is different from the disc. HAHAHA. Harry really looked super chubby and cute! But I seriously think Malfoy look better than Harry. (((:

Tomorrow is Thaipussam in Msia. But in Sg, there's no holiday! Sad. Don't understand why they don't celebrate Thaipussam here. Sg really have little holiday compared to Msia. *sigh. Singaporean must be really hardworking.

Heard something from a friend. You better get well soon. ._.

PS: Her skeleton will lie in the chamber forever.

Just like my love for you. Hidden well.

Belated love.

PS: Time, time, time. Fate. Gone.

Finally I'm back!

And now in my new house. HAHAHA. It's weird, moving from 15 floor to the 4th. Scenary changed, time taken in the lift shorten, and got my own room. Still not quite used to sleeping alone. HAHAHA. I have probia with sleeping alone. I'll wonder and imagine things. Super bad imagination. Had to listen to songs to stop my brain from that massive thinking.

Prelims coming soon. Next month so gonna start revising now. Can't waste any more time now. So byyyyeeee readers.

PS: Hush babe. I'm here. Always here.

Awkward day.

MY BLOODY PHONE RANG IN LECTURE TODAY AND WITHOUT ME TOUCHING! Oh man. Still couldn't figured it out how did that actually happen. All I wanna do is to take out my phone from my bag, then SUDDENLY, my ipod played! Super surprise can! First I thought is someone calling me. But nope, I'm on silent mode. Not alarm either. And while I'm thinking all this, the music continued to play ALOUD and I kept on pressing the wrong password! OMFG! SUPER AWKWARD CAN. Now I know why meichyi wanna exchange iphone case with me. She used that to case to school and her ipod went out of control too. LOL. I'm going to lower down my ipod volume in case this happens again.

Black suit me?

PS: Watching Harry Potter and the half-blood prince. Bought the DVD yesterday.

How I wish I could brew a love potion. HAHAHA.

The rain reminds me of you.

Still remember how we used to like the sound of the pouring rain?

Back to reality.

Have been watching The Vampire Diaries season 2 after I pon IBM tutorial yesterday. Menses attacked, making me weak so I escaped IBM and rest at home. Pon today because I'm tired, lazy, bored of stats and poa. Good decision anyway. Slept till 1pm just now and continue the marathon. HAHA. Almost finish episode 12 and have to wait for the next episode to release.

OMFG! Ian Somerhalder is so damn hoooooooooooooot! Looked so delicious and irresistible. HAHAHA. I seriously don't mind being bite and changed by him. To be dead and un-dead doesn't sounds too bad to me. At least I can stay young forever. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. PS: Ignore me, I'm going crazy soon.

Mum leaving Msia tonight. Reaching around 5am tomorrow. Finally there's someone to fetch me to school. I want to have my driving license FAST! Hates the morning buses.

PPS: The rain come and go whenever they like, stay as long as they wish, and leave when they're done.
And come back again anytime they want.

Just like you.

How could I've forgotten!

About my new year resolutions? Oh man. This further prove I'm getting older. *weeps.

Okay. Gonna list down some of my new resolutions now. It isn't too late right? Today is just 10 Jan. It's still NEW YEAR!! HAHAHA.

1. Study hard. (the usual, sian!)

2. Get a driving license in Sg! I've already got my Msia license but I can't use that to drive in Sg. And I doubt I still remember how to drive. HAHAHA.

3. Stop cutting my hair! Control, control, control!

4. Ask for more pocket money. ((((: This is crucial!! I have a lot of things on my wish list that I wanna buy!

5. Treats people the way they treats me. But no revenge. HAHAHA. No longer young and revenge sounds so evil!

6. Never complain about little bad things and enlarge them to make my life miserable. Smile more and think positive.

7. Stay young. At least look young. But think mature. **Important.

8. Find someone that deserve my love. Never ever go for puppy love again. (:

9. Stop hurting those I care.

10. Go for whatever I want. Don't wait till its gone then starts to regret.

Okay. That's all for this year! Hate to think of all this things I need to accomplish for the year! *Tiring.

And oh, this is my resolutions for 2010. Lets see if I've accomplished anything. XD

1. Got my licence first. The date for testing is on 12th this month, pray for me guys. GOT THAT! Can't tell you how hard I've pray!

2. Next, is to get a second-hand car. Need lots of thinking to persuade my dad that i'll be needing a car for 5 months only. i don't mind second-hand as long as it's not a kancil. == Oh. Failed.

3. Not going to look back, seriously, but don't force me to swear plsss. I can't bear not to miss him. Failed. *sigh

4. Maybe change my attitude a bit. Ya, but just a bit. I doubt so! XD

5. Study hard LOL, i am sure I'll need lots of motivation to push me. xD HAHAHAHA. MAJOR FAILED!!

6. Change my look, at least improve my black eyes circle a bit, or go get braces, cut my hair to layer and straighten again, and the most important thing to do is to change my taste for clothing. Gosh, i must be mature or at least look more mature a bit from now on. I'M 20 ALREADY!! Well, I did look a little different. But my black eyes circle ... *SIGH

7. Learn violin or continue piano. Perhaps this can change my look as in becoming more gentle?? Haahas. I doubt so. Yea! I doubt so. Didn't manage to learn anything.

8. Stop being so greedy. Self-control is very essential for this. =) I expect everyone knows that's hard right?? Oh man. FAILED!

So out of 8, I've failed doing 6. HAHAHA. Totally forgot about these resolutions after February! Hope I won't forget this year! XD

PS: I've stop wishing for you the moment you choose to turn away from me.

Teach me how to live.

PS: Thank you.

Black! My latest colour.

I'm waiting.

Hello peeps! Just dyed my hair brownish-black. Thought of dye-ing pure black but I'm afraid I might not look good in black. ): When is the last time my hair is black? Hmm, should be 3 years ago. Soooooo long ago man! Will take pic of my hair soon. HAHAHA. And oh, I even cut bangs! Trying to act young but failed I guess. LOL.

I miss being 17 y/o. When we were much younger and happier. When I still have you with me. When a smile from you could make me happy for a week. When we are 3.67m away in a classroom but not 367km away in 2 different countries. When those days were the worst because of SPM but I still felt happy, enjoying everyday in school, laughing, playing, running, scolding, crying. All these little things that make my life in the last year of my high school memorable. (:

PS: I still love the way you lie.

最好的我 ♥

PS: vuoyvevolvgnikcufviveesvuoyvtnacvyhw. )):

You don't know what I want.

So I'm telling you now.

Promise to love me, not forever because forever is too short. But promise to love me each and every day of our lives.

PS: I want you back. Can I?

Love the way you lie.

This post has nothing to do with the title. Just pure randomness.

Had sse today. Half of the class pon because they wanted to go RELC building to pay for the examination fees. We went after the class ended as we all are very good students. HAHAHA. as if Took cab to the building located near Orchard. After dropping our cheques into the box (we didn't bother to wait for the queue because there's still 100+ people in front of us. save all the time wasted on waiting.) After that took bus to Ion and shopped for awhile. Ate Xin Wang and played saboteur. Super nice game! HAHAHA. Then, we walked to Cine and shopped again before going 313 to take the train back jurong.

Went to JP and bought something with xianwen. After that meet meichyi and went back home.

Tired!

PS: Don't say goodbye.

Short update.

IBM assignment done. Stats homework next. Another 59 questions. Due date: Friday, this week!

Going Orchard tomorrow to pay the exam fees. Need to touch up my black roots badly. )): MUST go next week.

Had Maths lecture today. It's a miracle Syed didn't call me at all. Must be the 2 weeks holiday that made him forgot my name. HAHAHA. POA tutorial the usual, didn't give us back the papers. Will do on Friday. Sian.

'Sian' had became my most commonly-used word recently. Have to stop using it now. Gonna find something new and nice to spice up my boring life. ((:

PS: You just can't fit into my life. The end.

Final warning.

It's really time to buckle up and start studying.

Gotten back my IBM results today. Can't say I'm disappointed because I did pass the paper again, (Luckily!) but this time I really did put in lots of effort in memorizing but ended up scoring the same marks as the first test. How pathetic. POA releasing tomorrow. Worried I might not be able to score well. I have high expectation in POA. The only module I have confident in. Lets hope I won't get disappointed by those bloody numbers.

Oh well, gtg now. Need to start on my IBM assignment soon. Gotta hand up on Monday. Bye peeps.

PS: 8 more weeks.

wth!

99.50%. Sian.

First day in school.

As usual IBM lecture with Econ tutorial. Got back my Stats and Econ result. Didn't expect to get this result for Econ. Must be because I've got HELP before the test started. If you know what I mean. So I'm not at all proud of announcing my result. But Stats I really did everything on my own. Scored 90%. HAHAHA. Happy but there's a lot people who scored 100%.

Perlims is going to starts on 4th of March if I'm not mistaken. 3 months away. Gotta work harder this time.

It's really nice to be back with your friends. Too bad it must be in school. *sian. Can't tell you how tired I felt when we're having IBM. Felt so lost suddenly. whatever! I'm forever being lost XD After I came home from school, sleep for 2 hours straight and wake up screaming for food. Don't know what happened to my tummy/stomach. Desperately in need of food every 3 hours I think. Very xin ku ah. If not will become gastric and I'll die faster. But even after I had a heavy meal which stop the hunger, I'll feel bloat because of the too-over-intake of food. Not sure should I visit the doc or not, since it been happening after I went Msia about 2 weeks ago. *sigh. Hope I'll get well soon. HAHAHAHA.

PS: I want to care but I just can't.

First post of 2011!

Never look back.