Oh oh. This is

Me. With curly, long hair. Suit me much? I wonder. :)

I'm freaking bored,

with nothing to do and no where to go. This is such a looooooooong holiday. In fact this might be the last longest holiday I'll ever had. After uni starts I'm going to be very busy and my holidays starts only at December for 2 weeks I think. That's all till March? I'm not sure. *sign* What a random post. I'm going to rot soon. ._.

Ps: Baby, I'm craving for you. Can't you feel it?

Danson, my idol.

Argh!!Love him to the max!!

I'm lost.

Went SIM today to ask for more info about my registration form and my future choices. Felt so blur and lost. :( I don't know about my future path. What to do in future? Accountant? wth. I don't know, I don't know la~!!! *frustrated* Btw, I need to fill up a form for UOL and scan it so that I can email it to them before paying 577 pounds for the registration on August 24th. That's quite a lot after that $7000++ school fees for a year.

So my orientation will be starting from August 23th on International Reception for International students (not me) and on Medical check-up. On August 24th is Enrolment talk and English Language Assessment (comprehension & composition, wth?) for both International and local students (that's me). Talks will be conducted on our future career and on our modules (subjects taken). And on August 25th is Orientation and Team building. This is the day I'm worried about. We have to wear sport wear and have outdoor activities from 9am to 6pm. OMG~!! I hate outdoor activities and to think of having to spent the whole day out. ROAR!! I dislike this to the max!! @#$$^$#@ Classes will be starting from August 30th. Ohya, I'm a Diploma in Economics student a.k.a a DE student. The modules I'm taking is 1. Introduction to Economics, 2. Statistics 1 (half unit), 3. Mathematics 1 (half unit), 4. Principle of accounting, 5. Introduction to business and management. Sounds like A-level Business class right?._. Even my Maths subjects are combined into 1 subject actually. So basically I'm taking 4 modules in a year. Hope I can cope with it well. :)

I'm reading Geisha now. I know this is ancient but I haven't read about it yet. :( Bought it at Popular last week. Quite interesting, its about the history of a geisha as in how she became one from a young age and what she did to become a successful one. I've finished House of Night book 7 now so need wait for the next. Hate to stop it halfway and I don't know when the next book is gonna release. Oh oh, watched Eclipse on pps today. Awwwwwwww~ Edward is sooooooooooo delicious-looking!! I'm totally out of adjectives to describe him~!! See for yourself in his movie. His love for Bella is so strong I could melt while watching them. Am going to read Twilight all over again. *melt*

Finally updated

The Sorcerer's Apprentice. My rating:4/5. Watch this with meichyi at JP on Thusday, plan to watch Eslipse but it's gone. :( Next movie I wanna watch is Inception. Been sick for 2 days. Flu, cough, headache, fever and bodyache. Really felt very uncomfortable and restless. But now I'm getting better but the flu doesn't seem to go away. Ah choo ah choo~!! O.O

My sick face. Did you realised my eyes look bloody unfocus? Oh. My. Fringe. Is. Getting. Longer. Ger. But I don't know any nice hairdresser in Singapore. Maybe have to wait till August then I can go trim my bloody, messy hair. :(

Nice edited songs :D

Shopping and movie.

Despicable me. Watch this yesterday with meichyi at JP. This is so damn funny. Lmao totally. Hahahaha. Love Agnes to the max!! Damn cute+adorable. Btw, meichyi wasn't feeling well yesterday so she didn't go school. We accompany my mum to Bukit Batok because she wanted to visit the traditional Chinese medical. After that we planned to go Bugis to pray but when we reached there, it rained. So we just got to shop around the indoor mall (and I've bought 2 BYSI dresses while meichyi and my mum a pair of Charles and Keith high heels each. :D) but not the Bugis street before going back JP and watch Despicable me 3D. Thought of watching Eclipse but it only has the 18:00 and the don't-know-what-else time. So we didn't have time for that movie. :( Oh oh. I want to watch Inception too. The thriller is so nice!!

Bought this earrings at Mitju yesterday. Very pretty. Love at first sight with it since I saw it 2 weeks ago. :)

My new Nike shoes. Look cool huh? But it's freaking expensive for me as I don't think I'll keep running with it, $169 wth.

Been reading Chosen now. The third book from the House of Night series. I almost could finish 1 book per day. OMGness!! I want to be a vampire, not a brainless zombie though. I want become one that can look forever like 20 or 19 or 18!! I wanna be a fucking hot one too!! And I don't mind drinking blood too. Idk why. Argh! I'm really so addicted and so into the story now. I can sacrifice my sleep for it till midnight or probably the whole night. Sounds so crazy I know. But I can't control it. Hahahaha.

PS: Please tolerate my craziness, it'll be gone by the time I finish the whole series. Teehee.

You spin my head right round.

Whooohooo~!! Finally went jogging around my house apartment with meichyi and my mum before eating dinner just now. Only a round (2km), and I started to changed into a zombie, a brainless one that moans and scream while I call meichyi to wait for me. Walking with hands swinging around my sides and I can't walk in a straight line. Thus that blog title. I'm dizzy halfway thru the run and meichyi is really kind to wait me while she constantly run in front of me. And I did run ok? As in with speed~~~

Me with my messy hair.

meichyi playing with the monkey bars under our apartments. Cute right? She can't hold on to it long that's why the blur. I wanted to try but my legs was too long and I just can stand while holding on that bars. ==

Chinese/Japanese Garden. Is just located behind my apartment. Cool isn't it?

Oh my gosh. I didn't realised there is a turtle/tortoise behind my apartments. But I don't think it will be a nice place to visit. That place must be really stinky.

Saw that? It's a kelisa!! Can you believed it?! Found under my apartment too. Had been my mum's car form 3 years. :)

meichyi walking/jogging. Beside that was our apartments.

Nice view huh? Very windy while we run. Chilling and cooling. Nice~~

meichyi and my mum. Btw, my mum only wear slippers to walk the whole round. O.o

I need a bath urgently now. Stop sweating already. And I EXERCISED!! Wearing meichyi's hello kitty running shoes. Hahahaha. Incredibility fits my leggy!! Oh. I didn't had the time to do any warm-up with my legs because meichyi had already started running in front. I only finished all for the hands while I'm running. So my legs started to turn 'sour' now. But it still fun~ Finish the whole round in 20 mins. Whhoooo~

My newest babe...

which is a o.d.m candy watch!! :D It's black and small. Been wanting to find something small and cute as my wrist is very small and if I wear something big, its definitely not gonna look nice on me. :(

Argghh~ Isn't it sweet? Oh. I know I sucks here but never mind me, just focus on the watch ok? :)

o.d.m candy. Yummmy??

Heart it much much. My watch and that monster.

And they even had a free gift. Awwww. It's a cute keychain for your phone. And it's a 2 sided-face monster, pink in front and the back, green.

I'm the king of coins!! *ROAR!!*

But that cutie I've lent it to meichyi to hang on her phone, because she fall in love with it the moment she saw it. == Never mind, it doesn't match my cool vivaz anyway. Hahaha.

I'm starting to read Marked today, and I'm already on chapter 9 in 1 and a half hour time. OMG!! It's so addictive. It kind of give me the feeling of reading Harry Potter but the main character is a girl this time, not a boy which makes me feels like I'm in the story too. Harry is only 11 at that time and this girl is 16, more mature, and they emphasize on cute guy more compared to HP. Very interesting storyline and I like Vampire stories a lot, a lot. And now I even hope I can marry a vampire, how cool will that be huh? Just like Edward and Bella. *heart melts* I don't even have to sit bus anymore, vampires are strong and they run fast. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ And we both reached Pasir Ris (with him carrying me) in 10 mins from Jurong. Sounds fun huh?! :D He can also save me by blocking vehicles that tries to crash me by his hand!! (as if I'll get bang everyday, choi, choi, choi!) But how romantic can that be? Awwwww. I want a hot, cool and sexy VAMPIRE!!

Hmmm. It's so much exciting reading about vampires' life rather than reading normal novels or love romance. Loved their creativity. But I've just finished 'PS: I love you' and I really loved it. It teach people how to carry on with their life without their loved one by their sides and its really touches my heart. Highly recommended for those who have just broke up or those who had lost their love forever. It helps heal your wounds faster and makes you braver. :)

Loves ♥

Me. With spec and without. See the difference? I even found 2 pics taken wearing with the same shirt. wth? I bet I look weird wearing it.

What a breakfast!! My favourite. Yummy~

Opps. Almost finish the whole thing myself. *bloat*

Yesterday was the last match for 2010 Fifa World Cup, Spain vs Holland. In the end, Spain won!! Daddy finally woke up in the middle of the night to watch it live on the tv. Hahaha. When I went to the toilet last night I notice the lights was on. But without my spec, I can't see a thing so I kept on staring at the lights until my dad speaks. Btw, meichyi won a bet over daddy because meichyi support Holland over Spain. But Spain win during the additional time given for the draw. So meichyi won when they both draw. Hahahaha. A phone and a watch if I'm not mistaken. No wonder my dad sacrifice his sleep to watch it. XD

Going to buy a watch soon. My chosen list.

#1 Adidas candy candy ladies watch. Looks so gold, wth?

#2 Adidas adibot pink digital ladies watch. Suit me?

#3 Odm. Forget the name. But its pretty cool huh?

#4 Puma. Foget the name too. Love its little bit of pink.

#5 Levi's. Had both digital and analogue.

My top rated watches. XD Wondering which one to buy. All looks so nice~!! Might go JP tomorrow and snatch one back home. Love. :)

Almost 1 month to meichyi birthday. But by the time you see this. It'll be JULY 11TH. Ahahaha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED SISTER!!

I'm blogging this now because I'm preparing to give her a surprise by blogging about our past and about our lives. This really need time to recall and type. So I'll starts now and hope I'll finish this in time.

I've got the best sister in the world. Wonder why? Read on.

1. When I'm 4 years old and she is 1, my mum used to buy new teat (奶嘴) for her and I'll used those old one that she had bitten before. I dislike that old one because it's not that nice. So I'll sneak up on her at night and exchange mine with hers and I'll bite the new one to sleep almost every night. I wasn't sure she realised this at all but at least my mum didn't. Every morning after I wake up, the first thing I'll do is to exchange back that teat. Back into meichyi mouth. She won't cry or kick and I wonder maybe she like to bite that old one but she can't talk at that time so I'll help to exchange it for her every night. She was 1 and I was 4 that time.

2. When I'm 7 and she is 4, my mum force us to sleep in a room in our new house. We used to sleep together before the new house and now left the both of us. We always remember hearing the radio my mum on for us before going to sleep. The radio always played very soft and light music at night that scares me and meichyi because it's so eerie. Here comes the weird part. But my mum kept on declining that she helped us on the radio before we sleep. She insists that she didn't on it for us and both of us was sure that we don't know how to on or off it, so where does the music come from? Till now it's still a mystery. She was 4 and I was 7 that time.

3. When I'm 8 and she is 5, I remembered my mum brought us to the clinic one day and wanted us to wear earrings. Know what that's mean? We're going to have needle poking through our ears and leave a hole there for putting a diamond-like stick in it!! Scary much? Ya. So when it's our turn, I faster push meichyi to the seat and say meichyi you first ok? She looks like nothing happened and got her ears pierced. She cried for awhile and when the doctor gave her 1 sweets she stopped immediately. So I faster ask her:"mei, pain ma?" meichyi:"no ah. *innocent face while sucking that sweet*" So I believed her and when that needle poked my ear, I scream in pain and tears begins to flow. Before leaving my mum had to give me 3 sweets to stop me from crying. 1 in my mouth and 2 I wanted to 'da bao' back. She was 5 and I was 8 that time.

4. When I'm 10 and she is 7, my mum asked us whether we're interested in learning swimming? We both got no comments so my mum registered the swimming lessons for us. First time swimming, the uncle wants us to let go of our hands that we were holding on the side of the pool and face him. I was 1.10m (I think) and meichyi was about 0.90m. We were in the adult pool (1.00m) and I waited for meichyi to let go of her hands before I let go mine. But we both couldn't stand on our legs in the pool so we faster hold on to the side again. She was 7 and I was 10 that time.

5. When I'm 11 and she is 8, we both know how to swim quite well in the 1.00m pool so the uncle decided to bring us to the 1.80m pool to challenge. It's actually the same pool but as you swim further from both sides of the pool, the depth got deeper and in the middle is 1.80m. So we were called to hold on to the side while we swim (glide) to the middle. Me and meichyi was shaking that time as it was very cold that day and we were afraid. But I let her go first which means she will leave the floor first before me and felt the fear from the 1.80m first before me. As we glide I asked her:"mei, you cold?" She was trembling and answered:"en. Very cold." She was 8 and I'm 11 that time.

6. When I'm 11 and she is 8, we got through our bronze swimming exam and got that cert easily, we were brought to another swimming pool and this time I faced my true fear. We learned swimming for almost 1 year and I'm not afraid of that 1.80m already. It so fun swimming there because we both felt so free in it. My fear. A swimming pool with depth 3.60m. I was 1.15m and meichyi was 0.93m (I not sure). First thing the uncle called us to jump into that 3.60m, of course with us holding to the side. meichyi jumped in first and she said:" very deep le jie." I said:"ok. I'm going down now." I was shaking from head to toe and even my teeth trembled too. But meichyi wasn't scared at all. I asked her why and she said:"I been to that 1.80m pool and I can't reach the floor and now this 3.60m pool I still don't touch it also. It the same la jie." I was like speechless and I looked down to the water and think this call the same? It like the sea to me. Next, the uncle wants us to swim across to the other side. It's just 25m away but it seem like thousand of metres away from me. Guess who swim first? After meichyi, my turn. Shit. This is so scary I felt like crying. But in the end I struggle to the opposite side and before I even reach the side, meichyi swim closer to me and say:"jie, don't scare, take my hand." I really felt like crying after I reached there. How can she be so brave? You should take a look at her when she was 8. She was like so tiny but she's not afraid of things that I do. She was 8 and I was 11 that time.

7. When I was 11 and she was 8. Have you ever jump off from a 5m height building? It's about 2 stories high. We were called by that uncle again to jump off from that 5m to the 3.60m pool. Double fears. But I wasn't thinking about the 3.6m that time. I was focused on that height. Ya. You're right. meichyi jumped first. I was right behind her and I could saw her waving her arms when she fell into that 3.6m pool which looks like it swallowed meichyi's whole body into its stomach. Okay. My turn. I step forwards and looked down. OMG~ That kind-hearted uncle saw my bloodless face and asked if I was ready. I answered nope and he lift me up and sort of let go of his hands and I felt that commit suicide feeling. That feeling I won't forget till the moment my heart stops beating and my eyes couldn't be opened again. It was like you wanted to shout and scream but nothing comes out from your throat. And halfway through falling you will felt as if the whole world stop moving under your feet and no sound were heard, no movements were seen and suddenly you felt you got a few more seconds during free-fall before reaching that cooling water. Hard to believe right? Try it and tell me what you feels. After landing straight into that water, omg, I almost sank into that water till I can touched that 3.60m floor. I couldn't breath in that depth of water and my ears hurts. I quickly swam to meichyi and asked her:"how you feeling? I felt like dying." She said she was opening her arms when she falls and she hurts them badly after hitting the water. The impact was too great for her little body that time. But she says it was fun and wanted for more when I says I don't want to play again forever. I regretted now. It WAS fun. She was 8 and I was 11 that time.

8. When I was 13 and she was 10, our whole family migrate to Msia and we had a new life here. We don't even know a single malay word and had to start learning from satu to seratus (till now I can't count from one to hundred in malay). Our result for the first BM paper was meichyi 19 me 23 I think. The second time our result was meichyi-64 O.o, me-32 :( She was 10 and I was 13 that time.

9.When I was 19 and she was 16, daddy wants her to go Sg to study and she left Msia straight after knowing Westwood (that's the name of her school now) wants her. She was so brave to sleep alone in a room (which I'm scared of) and go school alone in an unfamiliar place. This is the second time we were forced to separate (the first is when I was chosen to go to NS) and I lost someone to talk to when I have problems. She was 16 and I was 19 that time.

10. When I was 19 and she was 16, I broke up with him and I called meichyi. I cried like a woman possessed and she text me and comfort me with a single message. That message is still in my phone to remind me not to think of him again but it just couldn't work sometimes. But I really was so touched when I saw that message. I never know that she really cared about me and him. She always says I'm very noisy when I told her bout him and she seem so uninterested. After a few weeks she came out to Msia for holiday. With her around I think less about him and slowly I recovered from that pain. I lived like a zombie that time. She was 16 and I was 19 that time.

11. When I was 20 and she was 17, I was notify to go to SIM UNI in Sg for interview. I was having my A2 exams that time and I felt so stress about the interview (I'll get stress when I was forced to do things that I've never did before) that I cried when I called her. She comfort me by saying :" Dont worry la jie, I'll help you think of what to say ok? Don't cry le. Just focus on your exam." she was 17 and I was 20 that time.

12. When I was 20 and she was 17, I lost him (the same him) again a month ago and was about to go to Sg. We were at Ipoh that time and I miss him so much that time till I cried for 3 hours non-stop. She kept on comfort me and in the end she cried with me. She ask:"jie, how can you love someone so deep?" I said:"I don't know. I very silly hor?" She stopped crying and accompany me to wash my face at the toilet which is sooooo far away from our room. She was 17 and I was 20 that time.

13. When I was 20 and she was 17. After June I migrate to Singapore and is now offically a Singapore people. == Finally after 1 year and 3 months, we are back to staying together. :D Hope we won't quarrel too much and have peace always. She was 17 and I was 20 THIS time.

I know we often argue and quarrel over little things but I know you'll get over it and we'll still be the closest sisters ever.So many things we did together and that's why I said I've got the best sister in the world. She is always braver than me and always encourage me when I insecure.

Finally finished this long, long post. Thanks for spending the time reading this. Sorry for all the grammer, vocab and spelling mistakes. :)

Bon Jovi - It's My Life By 曼青 2009.12.25

Oh gosh!! She really ROCKS!! How cool is this?? Loved her since I saw her in 超级新光大道6. She really sings well and she's damn pretty. Too bad she's not the top 5. She play the drum on the street to get more people to know about her. Very brave performance right? And she knows how to play piano and keyboard too. Mama, I wanna learn drum too!! :D

My lunch for today, cup noodle. My mum got too addicted in watching Hongkong drama till she don't want to cook lunch for me. :( I've got a lot of pics to upload but my lappy rejects them all!! Idk why. So might upload tomorrow if I've got the time.

Yesterday went JP to meet meichyi and wanli. After awhile crystal came too. We ate at Swensen's. Their mushroom and salmon spaghetti sucks!! Looks disgusting and very yucky. But meichyi finish all. Becuase I said I don't want. :) OMG!! wanli did something that makes me go WOW!! Hahahahaha. But I'm not that bad to post it here. Laugh a lot yesterday because of wanli. *smile* Will try their omelet very soon. wanli says it taste nice!!

Hmmm. Nowadays got nothing to do so I've bought a lot of novels!! Have you heard of The House Of Night novels?? It's about vampires!! Vampires makes my blood go burning and I can't wait to starts reading after I've bought the third book. I bought it at SAN bookshop a second-handed bookshop but they don't have the third book. So I choose not to start reading it first in case I got so into the story and I can't proceed to the forth book. :( Oh oh. I've just receive the call from SAN. Guess I'll be going to JP tomorrow to purchase that book!! Yeah~~

Was looking at Fb when I saw my cousin friend's blog. She is only 14 and what she blogged is like a 20++ years old girl who believe in her love so much it hurts her and she felt like dying. wth? She only 14 and she's trying to be friend with everyone and wanted peace around her friends. When her friend quarrel with another, she'll cry and thinks it her fault. She reminds me of something, when I'm 14, her age, we used to have different groups of friends even in the same class and some will hate that one particular friend and wanted everyone to hate her. This is very common between friends even till the age of 20. == Just because there isn't anyone that thinks and acts the same way as you, doesn't mean she/he is weird. Did you realised? We often dislike or hate people that doesn't do the same thing the same way as we did. You will gossip around with your friends saying why she like that one har? She's so weird le. Or she is such a bitch. But actually you know deep inside maybe she isn't weird is just that she does things differently thus the comparison between you and her. You'll think what you did is correct and the rest @#$%^#$@#!. She didn't done anything wrong, is just that everyone in the world thinks differently, act differently. You just can't walk straight to her and say can you please change your attitude, we dislike being friend like you. Excuse me, you want everyone to change and act like you then only you accept them and wanna be friends with them? But when someone really acts like you, you call them copycats. == Can you all just make up your mind? Everyone has their own personality that makes each individual different from each other. So if you have friends around you that acts differently and you hate them think again. I likes my friends for being who they are when they are with me. Even though I'll still gossip behind them but that's doesn't mean I hates them, besides, I'll make sure they don't know about it. Hate me for I'm a girl and that's what girls do. *innocent look*

PS: This is just my personal opinion. Just some random thoughts. :)

Life as usual. Starts writing on my diary more than blogging. So many things feel like writing it down but it's really very private so might as well stop posting it up here. Maybe I'll stop blogging until something happen. I'll stick to my diary first. Btw, been having weird dreams/nightmare this few days. But after I woke up I couldn't recall clearly. I remember is something quite scary (should be a weird creature that's look scary and is hiding in a corner waiting to scare the hell out of us) and some of my A level friends (belinda, gin and blablahbla) were with me in the dream. Hmm. Can't remember anything else. Nevermind. It's just a nightmare.

Yesterday went JP again to meet meichyi, wanli and crystal. Went down late and missed the bus so I took taxi instead. After that walked to Mcd and chat with them there. They really very cute and wanli just can't stop moving even when she's sitting on the chair. Such a hyper girl. Haha. After eating, accompany wanli to the taxi stand and crystal to the bus interchange. They're really funny and it reminds me of wei yee!! We used to chat and gossip but now :( I'm all alone.

Okay, that's all. Bye readers, if there's any. Hope uni starts soon. I'm bored!!

Ps: Feels like playing basketball and jogs in Chinese Garden.

Ohh. Might start learning yoga next week and

I WANT TO LEARN VIOLIN!!

Am feeling tired. Very tired. Went Msia on Saturday afternoon and back on Sunday afternoon. Reached home yesterday at 4pm. I know I haven't been updating my blog since last week cause I've been really busy doing nothing.

Ohya. Went IOI to watch A-team with Adam and meichyi on Saturday night. It been such a long time since I last watch midnight movie. Movie starts at 11.35pm but we reaches there at 10.30pm?? I've forgotten the time. We walk around the empty mall and gossip. Ya, Adam gossips too. We force him to. Wahahahahaha. Germany won!! 4-0. Yeah!! (As if I cared.) Anyway, the movie was really nice but me and meichyi was so tired that we hope it will end faster so we can go home and sleep. Btw, old wing cinema sucks!! Hates the seats!! My rating: 3.0/5 (is greatly affected by my sleepy mood, but it's really a great movie). After that movie, we need to walk a very long distance to get back to Adam's car because they locked the gate that we need to walk pass to get to the old wing!! Argh!! But anyway thanks adam for fetching us. :)

Singapore rains all the time. It's really troublesome to go out in this type of weather. But I don't want to die of starvation at home!!

PS: My mum is finally in Sg with us. Huraaay!!