I've been hurt thousands of times but I still believe in love. Crazy much? Yeah. Prepare to be loved baby. I miss you and I know you missed me too.♥

Hulala. :D

My new babe. Opps. Messy room.

Heart myself. I don't need your love anymore.

Am back finally. Got addicted and engross in neopets so much that I doesn't had the time to blog. Amazing right? Neopets is very fun you know? Nah. You all won't know. Now only FB, FB, FB. Got lots of games damn nice and fun. Awwwww~ Playing it reminds me of my primary school days. I'm so old suddenly. :(

Hmmm. meichyi is now at school since today is the first day of school. After 1 month holiday, she's going to stress up from now. Her 'N' is coming. Pray luck for her. And so I'm alone at home now. Just went to JP ALONE and take away shi lin's (taiwan snacks) XXXL chicken shop and also with my favourite bubble tea, green tea double pearl. Very tasty lunch huh? So I'm now eating while blogging. Btw, I'm getting fatter. Aaaaaaahhhhhhhh *throw away weighing machine*

There isn't much to blog about when you went to JP everyday just for meals and shopping. Ohya. I went to Artbox, minitoons, yatch 21 (Hurs), and the-forgot-what's-it-name-shop for interview. Hmm. Not interview actually, just walk in and ask is there any vacancy. I wanted to try my luck at CarloRino also but I'm scared. It looked so high class (couldn't imagine myself working there, thinks I'll steal everything home after work!! *laugh*). So I'm now waiting for them to call (hope they will) and I'll won't be that boring anymore with no study, no work. Life seem so meaningless suddenly. Thus, the above pictures. Ahahaha. I'm really boring today that's why I camwhore around. meichyi!! Faster come back. Lets watch summer's desire together. I can't wait any longer. Gerrrrr~

My stuffs before I got a cupboard and a table. Damn messy in the living room.

And now...

My cupboard. Full of clothes. Love. :)

New table. Quite neat hor?

My skincare products. With lotions and haircare products.

OMG!! Please can someone stop me from buying things? Today spent $35 on cotton on because now is the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE. A lot of shop is having great sale about 70% which makes me and meichyi dash into the shop. Seriously I don't want go shopping again. *sob*

Furniture reach at 11am today and we starts packing our things straight for 3 hours before we really felt hungry and went JP for lunch. meichyi doesn't like to eat breakfast. No wonder she'll get gastric often. We ate crazy on potato in long john. That's almost the cheapest food found in JP. $8.70 for us both. Cheap? Daddy went for golf today and left me and meichyi alone for dinner. But we really don't feel like eating. Because we rather eat less and spent more on clothes. :D

Hmmm. I just can't seem to find the best job for me. What to do, what to do, what to do? I wanna buy sport shoes for jogging and buy a monthly package ezlink card. Cause using adult ezlink is so expensive for people like me that likes to travel all around to shop, like going to Bugis and JP, oh oh, and also SIM. ==

Okay. I'm going to watch pps now. Bye readers. :)

Tiring day again. And a very shopaholic too. Bought a new bag at zinc $49.90 and a hair straightener and curler at $180, the pouch $15. I don't wanna go out shopping anymore. But don't go out=no food. *sob*

Today went SIM to hand up form and pay fees. Nothing much happened there. After that went bugis and bought my bag there. Walked very long distance and my legs hurts. Hmmm. I've decided. To. Work. At. JP!! Can't really stand the way I spent money on almost everything/ anything.

What I still want. *drooling*

This zinc bag. Suppose to be a rabbit. Going to give it to meichyi as her bday present.

My favourite!!

Oh hell. Carlo Rino's bag. I want!!

Love the model as well as the bag. Can someone please buy me one? Thanks!!

I don't care. I'm going to bring this home after I"ve gotten my pay. Hope I can manage to buy this home.

At last. TheBalm, sexy mama brusher.

So much desires but with so little cash. *sign* I NEED/WANT CASH!! AND IN BIG AMOUNT!! CAN ANYONE HELP? please.

Hmm. My 3rd day in Sg. Still can't believe I'm actually here.!! :) Doesn't have my own cupboard and table now. Clothes all still inside luggage and my stuffs all inside bags. Making meichyi's room more messy than ever. Sorry mei. But furniture will be arriving tomorrow. So hope everything get into place fast. Will go SIM later to hand up and form and the fees. Hmmm. Nice weather now.

Yesterday was a busy day too. Did lots of things at home. Packing some small stuffs and finding place to put my new table and cupboard in the already full room. But meichyi have been very nice to help me. She's so cute. Don't let her see this. Wahahaha.

Ohya. Bought a new phone with a new number. It's SE Vivaz. Quite expensive, thought my dad won't let me buy this. But in the end, wakakaka, I've won. Love this number lots lots. 9424 ****. The last 4 number is the same as my Msia number 016****610. If you know my Msia number, nah, here's my Sg number. :) But this phone is quite complicated for me to use. Give me the feeling of both SE and nokia mix and ta-da. I'm blurred. But the camera ROCKS!! Very clear picture and fine quailty. Okay. Enough of showing-off. I'm quite humble actually. *evil grin*

Still haven't make up my mind whether to work as OL in a office or promoter in the shopping mall. *sign* I desperately need a job if not I'll be bankrupt very soon. See, meichyi wants to go Bugis shopping now. How can I still have any money left? *sob* But I love shopping with meichyi. Yeah!!

泡沫之夏!!My favourite Taiwan drama now. The look of Huang Xiao Ming makes my bone goes all soft. Awwwww. How to resist such a hot guy?

Xiao Ming. Hot like fire. Beware, he'll burn you down.

Da S looks so pretty here. Love her looks when she's back to her high school.

OMG. This is so nice to watch. Everyone out there don't miss watching it. Damn nice. Wooot~

Went JP just now with meichyi and my dad. Watched Karate Kid again. The movie starts at 7pm and we leaft house at 6.30. But we still reach in time before all the advertisement ends. Teehee. My dad drove fast. I know. ==

Still haven't bought my phone. So no Sg number now. *Sob* Ohya. And I need to go to SIM to hand up my fill up form. But before that I need help from Clara. Thanks there's still her around when I'm so lost here.

My dad doesn't wants me to be his OL liao. So I'm going to work at JP. Weeeeee~ Hmm. But what job nice? Idk. Perhaps clothes saler? WTH.

Ohhhh. This is so random. I have nothing to blog on suddenly but I felt like expressing a lot of my feeling here. So what else can I still say? LOL. I'm a boring person I know. This is also a boring post. Rotting now. Teehees. Bye.

I'm a happy, happy girl now. Because I'll have what I want now. That's the entrance ticket to SIM UNI. Woooot~ So I'm in Sg now. I know I'll have to sacrifice one thing to get another. So yah. I know what I want now and clearly it isn't you. :)

Hmm. This is gonna be a long post. And with pics. I know it's boring to read a blog without any pics. So ta-da.

Went to Sunway with meichyi on the 16th and Adam meet us there later. After that change location to MidValley to catch a movie with Evonne. Watched Happy go lucky. Not bad. My rating: 4/5. Quite funny and very motivating. Especially watching it with that someone sitting next to me and will laugh hilariously at some parts of the movie. ==

My beloved sista.

17th June.

Went time Square with Adam and meichyi. Watched Karate Kid. My rating:4.5/5. Adam cheers like he's watching live. == Bought the shoes, me and meichyi saw in Pyramid on 16th. But there's no more our size and the only branch is in Time Square or Sungai Wang. So we very bad de call Adam to fetch us to TS just for that shoes. Thanks Adam. :) Hahaha.

18th, 19th and 20th June.

Went Ipoh. But there's nothing nice to blog about. Done.

Random me.

Went Vivocity with meichyi today to meet Carmen (meichyi's msia friend). Spent some time shopping around with them. After that Carmen is leaving to Msia and we parted there. So we went to JP and ate billy's bomber's chocolate fondue. Didn't even realised it is located there. Hmm. After eating went back home. Very tiring.

Might go Supreme court tomorrow to translate my SPM result again. The last translation had some errors so I'll need a new one. Btw, I'm going to get a new phone soon. Yeeaaahhh!!

Not a good post after all. I'm tired. Wanna sleep liao. :)

I wanna stop thinking about you even if it's hurt every part of me. That's all. Bye.

I'm finally graduated from that bloody hell A-level. wth. I'm a free girl now.

Very boring nowadays since there is nothing for me to do and I'm beginning to rot at home with meichyi. Will be going Ipoh again this Friday and back on Sunday and after that straight to Sg to start my new life.

Saw his scar yesterday when we went to his house to delivered his belated birthday present. Not very gross as I thought and it beginning to heal. This is going to be the last time I see him so farewell and take care. I know you'll miss me. Don't decline it. Hoho.

I'm watching Summer desire 泡沫之夏 now. Great story line. With great actress and hot actors, this is a drama you can't miss. Recommended by meichyi. Hmm. That's all I think. Can't probably think of what else to blog when meichyi is putting her head on my leg NOW while I'm blogging. wtf? Haha. LOL ==

PS: I miss you now.

Miss you like hell.

Miss you like crazy.

Aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!

That's how I'm feeling now. Happy much much. :D

Finally. The. Day. Is. Coming. Tomorrow. OMG!

I'm graduating peeps. Can you imagine that?

Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhh~

Okay. Enough. Planned to post some pics but I'm a little lazy today. Might upload tomorrow. Today accounting really makes me insane. Not enough time. How could I? So I 'tembak' almost 3 to 5 questions. Don't even have the time to calculate and for the first time I looked at the 4 options and wonder how does people 'tembak' when they don't even got any clue about which option is wrong. Probability for choosen the correct answer 1 over 4. Wrong answer 3 over 4. So much luck is needed. Damn disappointing. I'll thought I'll have spare time but ended up... But Econ was quite a average paper. Not very tough, I'll revise exactly what they asked. So thats should be okay. Tomorrow is Econ 3. Wooot, objective paper. But I'm going to revise more for it. I would let timeless happens to me again. :(

Btw, I'm dreaming without NIGHTMARES. Muahahaha. And oh. I'm leaving Msia next weekend I think. meichyi missed me pretty much so I guess I'll be leaving very soon. :) Say hi to wenqi, the OL (office lady). LOL. My dad wants to hire me. I've found myself a job even before I graduate. :D But accountant sounds zZz. Hope I can still find some fun in there.

meichyi coming to Msia tomorrow. Cheers! Even though we always quarrel much but we'll still love each other one right meichyi? *wink*

PS: Honey, I'll miss you.

Nightmare, nightmare, NIGHTMARE!!

My favourite actress in the nightmare on Elm Street. Rooney Mara.

Went Pyramid and watched this with Adam. I know it still halfway through exam but we still need to relax right? Right. The movie was actually okay. Its not very gruesome and horror as
I expected but it really scare me sometimes. Too much shocks even without some of adam's pokings. There is even 1 part which almost makes me forgot to breathe. Scary much? I tell Adam: 'Before they got killed by Freddy, I'll die of shock first. ==' It's about a guy (half-burned and melted) called Freddy and he takes revenge by killing those teenagers when they sleep. You die in your nightmare, you die in reality too. But still I don't understand why Freddy wants to revenge on those kids. It's like omfg it wasn't them that wants him dead at first. It's their parents. Maybe his brain got burned up too seriously that he could think clearly? Not very logicial. My rating: 3/5.

Today Accounting paper was like a disaster at first. A 2 hours paper with 3 questions. I've used 1 hour for the first question and I thought I couldn't finish all 3 questions. In the end, I've finished everything but with blanks of course. Just hope I'll at least get a B. Oh. Was told by teacher that my statement of entry had been corrected. Thanks god. *phew*

No paper tomorrow but Accounting and Econ on Thusday. NO MOOD AT ALL. I'm celebrating my merdeka early now. Muahahaha.

Is there anything else I've missed out haven't blog? Hmmm. No I guess. Then bye.

OK. I'm dead. Half dead. Whatever.

Don't feel like touching any books and do any revision. Totally having holiday mood now. Damn terrible right? *sign* Another 1 week and I'll be free. Wooohuuu~ Oh no. See. The wrong mood came. Better pray hard.

Mum make 'ba chang' today. If you know what I'm saying. It's really big and tasty. Yummy. Ah yi ate 4 and she wanted more. OMG~

Done. Teehees.

Hmm. Should I change to layout or stick with template? Still can't make up my mind.

Another 2 more weeks I'll be in Sg working for my dad as a minor accountant I think. I wanted to work at JP la. As a promoter in SASA or The Body Shop. I want to have fun shopping around JP all day. Not stuck in the office with all my skin dried up because of the air-con. Gerrr~ Couldn't make up my mind again. My mum was correct about the experience thingy and the normal 8 to 5 working hours. In shopping center I might need to start work at 9 and end at 9. Tiring also. So which one to choose?

Did I blogged about that bloody interview? Okay, shall blog about it now. I reached SIM at 8.50am on 3rd June. The interview for me should start at 9.30but I reached early because my dad need to work so he will have to fetch us there more earlier. Couldn't find the meeting room 6D so we asked for direction at the information counter. Horrible instruction he gave us. 'Take the lift to level 6 and you will find it after that.' As simple as that. Okay, so me and my mum went to that lift but after getting out, we saw nothing. So we wanted for someone to pass by and ask again. Finally found that room at 9am and saw 1 ang mo and a woman walk in room 6D. After awhile the woman asked me whether I'm called ting foong? I said I'm man chyi. I think that Ting Foong was late and the woman asked me to interview first so I won't be wasting my time waiting for that girl. Well. I wasn't sure whether I can disclose the process of interview here so I'll skip that part then. *phew* I'm sure I've done a good job by keeping full eye contact with them (the ang mo and that kind woman) and I didn't say err and huh. Kept all my replies short and simple. At first it was quite hard for me to hear what that ang mo talking about. Too much Slang in it. But after awhile I heard it clearly. In the end the ang mo (did i mention that ang mo is a he?) sais he will recommend me and call me to wait for another 3 weeks for the good news. ^^ and before I went out of the room, he opened the door for me!! OMG~ That's very gentleman of him. I smiled sweetly (i think) and said Thanks to both of them. It's not that scary after all. We just sat at about 30cm away on a small table. I don't have to shout or scream to make them hear me.

So now I'll just have to concentrate on my exam and pray Cambridge will help me solve my careless mistake. But I really don't have that mood to study after finishing all my Maths papers. I'm totally exhausted and wish I can still score without revising but I know this won't happen to me.

Chat with my mum yesterday night and we both cried. Tell her what I felt after that major bomb exploded in our family. I know she will changed but I just wished she will care more about me and meichyi. We might already lost our dad and we hope we won't lost our mum too. She understands now and today she treats me damn good. Weeeeee~

Ps: I'm a happy, happy girl.♥

Interview done. Not bad I think. *cross fingers*

1 problem solved, another pops out.

This is really bad. Just realised my Statement of Entry got mistake. Very very serious mistake. My name which is suppose to be NG MAN CHYI was written as NG MAH CHYI. WTF!!!!! And I only realised it today. Another 1 week I'll finish this whole load of shit and here comes another. Hope this can be solved easily without any extra payment. And the worst consequence is I won't get to have any result as my name does not match with the candidate number. Don't even know how to tell my mum. Hates her nagging.

FML. Alot of things happened during this 1 month. 1st-lost him. 2nd-bloody interview. 3rd-can't even recognise my own name.

Life great isn't it? Am going crazy soon. Trust me.

Not in the mood to blog now. Hates being negative.

Oh great. That scary interview is just 9 hours away from now. *gulp*


Econ was okok today. Should be able to pass I think. Didn't even revise and took that bloody paper. Pray hard now.

Ohya. Meet a guy at Wangsa Maju lrt today when I went coll. At first I looked at him is because err he looked hot but when I was still looking at me he suddenly saw me and waved his hand. I was like omg, I know him meh? Then he starts to walk to me (by now I'm 100% sure I don't know him) and take out a paper full of people's names and don't know what info. He said hi and ask me whether I can do him a favour by writing my name on that piece of paper. I asked him 'huh? for what de?' He said 'is nothing one. just write your name on it. i'm playing with my friends see who got the most names.' I asked 'this no need pay money one hor?' He replied 'no la. we not dai yi long won't want your money geh. *silly laughter*' i looked at his err leng zai face and say ok lo. He kept on saying things like oh you're so pretty and your con look nice on you and your eyes so big blablahbla. I ignored him while writing my name and age on that paper. After that I asked 'okay le ma?' I thought I can go now but instead he said 'you want donate money? if you donate rm60 you will get this cute bear (that bear is even smaller than my palm ==) if rm55 you will get this i-don't-know-what-is-it-inside-that-small-small-box.' I said I don't have so much cash with me. He suggest I donate rm 30 or 20 the least. WTF is this?!! I quickly said sorry I'm rushing for time and escape without giving him any of my money. For donation?? He doesn't even tell me where the money goes after I donate. Maybe into his pockets? After I reached coll I tell WY to beware of leng zai. They just want your money only. Ahahaha. No offence to those really kind-hearted leng zai. Adam even say is because I kap zai that's why I have to pay. ==


Went IOI with Adam yesterday and watch Prince of Persia. Very rush but worth the trouble. Woot~ Great story, pretty lady but with no hot man. *disappointed* Nevermind, did enjoy watching it. Good way to 'relax' before exam. After reaching home after that movie felt so tired and drop dead without touching Econ. *sign* It's all over now.

PS: 9 days left.