Messy hair. Empty seats.

My new bottle. Heart it.

Reach college early today (almost everyday ==). Camwhore a bit since i'm the second to reach DK8. This's going to be a short post. Gym really makes me tired. Both my legs felt so 'sour' now. Exercise for 1 and a half hour. Kept running and jogging. Run more then 1km. Yesterday felt a bit unwell so i slept at 8.30pm. But i realised the earlier you sleep, the more tiring you felt after you wake up. LOL. Just realised i need straight A to enroll NTU. Straight??@@

Alright, i made my decision. I'm going to register myself at Nanyang Technological University with my AS result. My mum ensure me that I'm a PR they will let me in. @@ she even called and asked the NTU people and they say i got a credit for my GP so should be no prob if i did 'well' in my A2 too. 'Well' as in no fail got credit. But now i can only 'book' a place there because i haven't got my full AS and A2 result. Dateline for applying ends at March 31th and courses will be starting at August. If i ruin my A2, everything gone. Okay, sounds hard but credit should be okay for me i think. .__. But i will have to wait for next Monday when my results has been double confirmed only then I'll apply it online. The applying procedure is a bit complicated for me as I'm a Singapore PR, so I'm not an international student. I took A level but not STPM. I can't find a group that fit my situation here. Maybe I'll have to call and ask again. Their minimum requirement for Accountancy was Additional Mathematics at junior high school level/Mathematics at IB standard level. So, did i qualify??


Went to Nando's today with WY for lunch. It's delicious but also quite costly for a student like me. Never mind, once in a while should be ok. Tomorrow i'll be going gym with WY since we have extra break and time. She said she want try out our college facilities before we graduate and leave here. OMG~ For me, gym=hot=sweat=dirty=tired=pain.

PS: Ermm, should i dye my hair yellowish-gold?

Just back from coll. Guess what?? I passed every, EVERY of my subs!! *jumping up and down* Whewww~~ My hands were like shaking when i reached Citc to check my result. Don't even dare to type my username and password. That really need a lot of courage. But i'm the second person in my class to get the result. My classmates were so excited and hyper in the Citc. == Line very lag. Should be because A-level students from all over the world is going to check their results at the same time. Not Citc's fault then. Haha.

My result~
Accounting: B ♥
Economics: D
General Paper: C
Mathematics: C

I know this isn't a very good result but i'm totally satisfy because i really didn't expect my GP to pass. No one believed i score B for my Accounting. Muahahaha. They even say i'm the most happy person in our class to get such a result. Thinks i'm really bad in their impressions. But I did get a shock too. Was so astonished when i saw my result. It was just too great to be true especially when u knew about my trials result. I improved~~!! LOL. But my Econ sucks. Never mind, i admit i'm not interested in Econ and i don't really understand all the theories. Maybe is because of him that's why i studied so much. Thanks thanks him. So i'm going to retake my Maths and Econ. Oh ya, i'm dropping GP by the way. *big evil grin* Total amount i need to pay for my A2 is rm900. So i'll be taking Accounting, Economics and Mathematics for my A2. Skipped Econ today. Wahaha. xD

Ps: i'm so grateful that this is the way you choose to love me.

Everyone can see who i appear to be

But only a few know the real me.

You can only see what i choose to show.
There's so much behind this smile.

You. Just. Don't. Know.

Ate dim sum for breakfast with my mum at OUG market today. Yummy~~ Have accounting tuition at 10am after breakfast. LOL. How come my cash flow statement can't balance??!! Even after i double checked, triple checked, checked for the n times, i still can't get the correct answer. Great, I need help. ==

Going to cycle with 5B'ians on Saturday this week. Place: Shah Alam. Time: 7am.

Result releasing in less than 10 hours time but WY says she's not going to go college tomorrow. She got things to do and is going to leave me alone in coll. Fortunately class ends at 1pm. At least i don't have to suffer loneliness for too long. But i've to figure out how to go to the Lrt myself. Perhaps walk? @@

Okay. In less than 24 hours AS result is going to be released!! OMG. How come time passes so fast. On Monday, 0800, results releasing time. I don't want to retake any subs. Please let me pass my GP~!!

Today is both a lucky and also an unlucky day. Lucky as in today we have replacement class and the classes for Business Studies (BS) was cancelled. By the way, i did not take BS. Therefore we changed our Applied Maths class to replace the BS and coll ended at 12pm instead of 3pm. Woohoo~~

Okay, here comes the unlucky part. My phone got crazy. Can't receive any messages due to lack of phone memory. But i tried delete EVERYTHING in my phone memory and it doesn't solve the problem. So i went to IOI and find someone to save it. == CW even congrats me saying finally i can buy a new phone. But unfortunately, it survive. The guy formatted my phone memory and everything back to normal. I DELETED so many things and the guy just format it and DELETES nothing. Crap. But he did it FOC for me. ^^ He says if i format it in other shops they will charge us rm30 to rm50. O.o Wow, i didn't know it could be THAT expensive.

Something i took at Pulau Pangkor. But i forgotten to upload it. Very true but ... *speechless*

Can u tell me what are you thinking now?? I don't want to guess anymore. I'm desperate for your answers. No. I'm not going to change anything. I'm just too tired to even try to figure out what you trying to hint about or maybe that's the truth. Tell me what you want, can?? Don't escape from me again. I'm not playing with you.

LOL.. Yesterday got so addicted in reading a book Su Linn borrowed me that i neglected my blog. It's quite interesting for me. Very worth reading as i like stories about dragons, vampires, werewolf and all sort of magical stories. This book is about dragons, a sexy and hot dragon. O.o Lmao.
Okay okay. I wanna continue reading it. I've finish half of it in a day and i think might be able to finish it today. ^^

PS:The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go, and knowing when to say goodbye.♥

Okay. This gonna be a short post. Have to do my Pure Maths homework later. I really needs to spend more time on my studies. Results coming out soon. Understand everyone??! It's time to pray babe. Bye~ .__.

Heard my new songs?? Hahas. Was recommended by WY. Sung by Shayne Ward. Watch his mtv everyone, he's hot, sexy and MAN. LOL.

Went to coll yesterday morning for my accounting class. After that at night went to Kai Loon's house for the 5B reunion. I drove to his house myself, with my mum sitting beside me, Andre and Evonne behind me. My first time driving auto car, kelisa, my mum's. Evonne and Andre told me i drove too much to my left. Err, did i?? I didn't realised that. OOpps~~ At least we reached there safely. Can't expect too much from me right? Lmao.

We arrived at KL's house bout 7pm. Chat awhile and waited to eat. Hahas. Almost all of them came. Only 2 Malays, 1 Indian, SL, Ken, Shi Teng didn't came. OMGness~~ Can't believe he came!! LOL. Too shy to talk to him and was kinda awkward too. *shy shy* It been a while since i last saw everyone. No one changed much, except for that someone who getting famous every single day. xD But he didn't changed much too, still the same look, same attitude, the same humor. ==

Thanks thanks Andre for borrowing me his English book. Hope it can help me improve my English. Lol. ^^

Took lots of pics with almost everyone. Waiting for them to upload it on fb. Had a very happy day yesterday. *smile smile* Wonders when we'll be meeting again.

College start at 8am and ends at 3pm today. Very tiring. Didn't skip any class, see, i can be good if i want. .__. But have replacement class on Saturday from 8am to 2pm. Think i only will go for account lecture and tutorial which starts at 8am and end at 10am. The rest skip. Hahas. Today morning when i reached Wangsa Maju to change bus to coll, i saw a car accident on the opposite lane going towards Jusco. I mean the car already got in a accident not i saw it happened. The car turned upside down, wheels on top. Making the whole road jam. But i make it in class on time (cause i'm on the opposite lane mah). LOL. Almost miss u70 when i'm going back Puchong. Have to run and rush. Just managed to board before it about to go.

Tests starts at 2th Feb. AS result coming out on 25th Jan. O_O Aahhhhh~~ Pray everyone, PRAY for me pleaseeeee. I'm desperate for luck. Oh oh oh~i just receive my P license. Yea babe~~

Meet mao at college today. She's having exam i think, walked very fast. Just managed to say hi and talks a little. Hope she is fine now. Love, love, love. *sign* Didn't regret setting myself free.

Think of him suddenly. Take a look at his blog just now. Even if he doesn't update it since August but i still like to look at it and feel what he's thinking at that time while he blogged. Used up some tissue but it's worth it. At least we still have happy memories.

Night, readers. Now is the favourite time of my day, sleeping time. ^^

LOL.. Today went college for 6 hours but only have to attend classes for 2 and a half hours. First period account tutorial, second was account lecture. *sianxx* Third was GP but was cancelled. Got straight 3 hours break in between so me and Wei Yee went Jusco to eat. After eating we shop around and WY say she wants to go tbr to buy some stuffs. It was almost 12.30pm and Pure Maths tutorial starts at 1pm. We thought we will get back coll in time but we only managed to leave tbr at 1.15pm and reaches class at 1.30pm. Amazing right?? What is there to shop at tbr?? Hahas. I don't know either. Lucky WY got car, if not, coll will be so boring. At least we still can go out and eat.

Yo. I really plan to drop GP. If i passed it, then bye bye. And if i failed. *sign*

Hahahas~ WuuFuu~~ I passed i passed i passed~!! I'm not a Lembu (L=Learner=Lembu) anymore. xD I've got my driving license. Whew~~ Finally going to receive my license in 3 days time which means i can drive now. *evil grins* Lmao.

I know is not that difficult to pass but after you saw the first 3 girls who went up the 'hill' and they failed. It's hard not to get panic and nervous. Gosh, they really made my heart beat stop the moment i saw their cars falling back to the bottom of the hill or they were called to step out of the car ( i don't know why??). I'm the 55th which means i have plenty of time to get nervous and heart attack watching those people failed their test. Many can't pass the hill or some hit the 'tiang' during parking. Finally it's my turn and i wonder how many times my heart actually beats. I passed the 'hill' on my first chance (each person got 2 chances for the hill ) and parking is not hard for me. On the road is easy but you've to recognise and remember the route. Thanks thanks i saw Wen Kang. I met him the last time i took the 6 hours at Bangi and he's taking his motor test today. Such a coincidence. He remembered me and he sms to confirm. == He is also a Tarcian, SAS. Lol. He consoled me and while i was panicking, he said if i passed i had to treat him a movie. So~~ I promised and owed him once. After passing than i realised i promised. == Too nervous, can't remember what i've said. Nah, nevermind. It's just a movie, doesn't cost much. We both passed!! Hurray~~!!!

Ohya, know a damn wealthy guy today. He's only 19 and he used to travel by him own. He went to lots of places like Holland, Denmark, England, Paris, China, Brazil and many many more. O.o He's the only boy in his family and is also the eldest. His family got 9 cars but they are only 3 person in the family had license. Well, he is the 3rd one. == After he passed him test, he immediately called his dad to order a Estima. Freaking wealthy guy. He studied at Taylor. The most scary thing is he lives in a double BUNGALOW. Can u imagine living in a bungalow or a double semi-d?? He stay in a very big double bungalow which have his own personal guard house in front of his house. There has a guard protecting his residence area and he needed extra?? His nearby houses were all bungalows with different designs and of different sizes. He is generous too. The uncle say since he passed his test, must treat him yam cha. Guess what he says?? He said aiyo, yam meh cha la (drink what tea la). Later i go home i give u a bottle of red wine. At first we thought he was kidding but after he went into his house, his kakak came out with a bottle of red wine. O_O Too shock to say anything. Before he got his license he drove his mum's Benz and came back with a broken tyre. Repairing cost rm950 each tyre. But he only spoilt 1. Fortunately, no one witness it. If not JPJ will need to suspend his L. His mum didn't say anything, and just pay for it. Lmao. He really is the richest kid i ever knew. == I thought Marcus Ng was rich, but this guy definitely richer. ==

Anyway, congrats myself for passing my P. Ohya, on the road i scored 18/20. I think 16 is the passing marks. I remembered the route. Wooowuu~~ ^^

Somewhere it floats in the back of my mind,
So hard to push forward, always on rewind,
The fantasy thats never coming true
So many reasons why, I'll never be with you.

Months have faded and I haven't seen your face,
Feelings I can't let go of and can't seem to trace,
From the begining, I told myself I wouldn't fall,
I had nothing to hold onto, Now I can't even crawl,

I'd be a liar if I said I'd had no clue,
and if I didn't realize I'd always be no.2,
tried to pull it together,Still I keep falling apart,
You still got away holding my heart;

You're everything I said I'd run from,
But now I'd give anything to run to you,
I have everything you seemed to want,
But I still somehow wouldn't do

I try to speak, and I choke
sometimes its hard to breathe,
all you've put me through, I can't admit,
you're everything I need.♥

I'm home!! Finally weekday are coming to an end and there will be no need to wake up at 5.35am for two days. Yeeaaaahhhh~~~~

Today went back home at 2pm because i pt GP again. There is only less than 20 people attending so why should i?? Hahas. Bad excuse i know but it's my reason.

Ohya ohya, Doreen's baby girl is borned on yesterday!! She's capricorn too, same with me. ^^ Hope both of them stay healthy. Giving birth really have to endure a lot of pain. Mothers are so nobel wei!! >_<

Yesterday went to Time Square after college ended at 11am because of the lecturers' meeting. Went with Wei Yee, Gin Leon, Belinda, Su Linn and Haizan (think i didn't spelt it wrongly gua). I sat Wei Yee's car, the rest in Gin's car. Since Belinda knows the way, me and Wei Yee follows Gin's car. BUT, we got lost, because GIN SIGNAL TOO LATE FOR US TO REACT. So we got up a bridge and we're going somewhere else we didn't know where. Fortunately, after a few turnings, the highway is going to Puchong and i thought i know how to go Time Square from Puchong. How very wrong i am. == I realised i didn't know how to go, i mean as in which junction to enter and to take which turning. So, i called my mum and she scolded me stupid. I can't believed i couldn't recognize the road either. I must have seen my mum drives to Time Square 20 times in a year, the last time we went there is just last week, but... *sign* Anyway, she called us to follow the Kuala Lumpur road sign and figure the way our self.

Okay, after we reached KL, we couldn't find Time Square. Loiter around. We even entered klcc parking and passed pavilion. == Some more the fuel in wei yee's car is getting lesser. The light keep *bling bling* but we can't find any petrol station. In the end, we found the petrol station, find the parking entrance of time square, find a car park, it's about 1pm already. Since gin reaches first, they bought the tickets at 2pm. At last we got there in time. Wheww~~ The movie ended at 5pm.There aim't too much difference from 2D. Cost me rm18 some more. Geeerrr. Okay, here comes another problem. How am i suppose to go back to puchong!!?? Called mao ask for direction. First, find the entrance of the monorail in time square. Board monorail to bukit nanas station. Walk and find the dang wangi lrt station. Board lrt till pasar seni station. Sit bus to puchong perdana. Finally walk back home. Sound exhausting right?? Ya, its definitely is. Some more i don't think i can manage going back alone myself after i realised i sucks at remembering road. Was starting to afraid i will get lost while walking to find dang wangi lrt. While i decided to buy the ticket, suddenly someone suggest why don't we fetch man chyi (that's me!^^) to klcc leh? Then she mah easy go pasar seni lo. Wahahas, someone saved my life but i forgotten who. ><

Then we went back to the parking and got their cars. This time Su Linn sit with us. Our plan was to fetch me to klcc then they go back college and drop Su Linn, Belinda and Haizan there. After then only Wei Yee and Gin went back home. Suddenly, we realised no one knows the way to klcc. Fortunately, just now while loitering Wei Yee still remembers the way to klcc. But she wasn't very sure at first and asked me whether i remembered anything. I said huh, every road looks familar to me. She gave up on me and found klcc successfully. Wow, she really can remembered well. LOL, unlike me. Klcc was so packed with people at 6pm. I have to squeeze myself into the lrt lo. Reaches Pasar Seni bout 6.10pm but the bus only come at 6.45pm. Got home bout 8pm.

Was freaking tired after bathes, eat, brush teeth, headed straight to bed at 9.45pm.



Just got my new grey contacts from Michelle. Thanks. ^^ Really made my eyes looks bigger doesn't it??

PS: I'm going to pt Monday and Tuesday because of my driving test. I need Monday to revise my driving route. Hope i wouldn't get killed by wei yee.><

Gosh, i'm sooo hungry. School the same today, but it's going to be different tomorrow. Guess what! Tomorrow classes end at 10am for me. Wuuuhuuu~~ Might go Time Square with wei yee, gin leon, su linn and belinda.

Went to cc today during our 2 hours break. Realised my sdo sucks now, stop playing about 3 months and i lose all my skills. Okay, maybe that's my excuse, i admit i'm old now. Can't even see the arrows clearly. T.T

Oh my, the weather today is damn burning hot. Think i'm going to be sun-burned if i don't walk faster. My headache getting better now. Almost drink 3 litres of water everyday. Have to stay healthy now. I'm so scare of the pain of a serious headache. I'm desperate for care.

ps:Life is tough, be tougher.

Today was late for the first class, Pure maths. 8.10am only reached, but still early than wei yee. Bought The Star newspaper at 7-11 at Kelana Jaya. Got to find ways to improve my english, decides to start with reading newapapers. Pt GP. Cause we went out for lunch at 12pm, class starts at 1pm but the foods only came at 12.45pm O.O Soo, decides to goes home early after eating. Ohya, GP class combined 7 classes in 1 classroom now. Can't imagine how everyone going to squeeze inside it. Tomorrow have GP again, have to rush in to get a place. Now almost every class we have to combine classes with AJ10b or SJ10p or both. Can't be late again unless i wish to stand. == Now there is only 22 people left in my class, 2 left. College renovating, wonders what they going to build at the middle of the building's ground. Hope i get to see the complete work of it before i leave.

OMG!! I met a sex maniac in bus U70 when i'm going back puchong just now, i was sitting on the outer side of the seat listening to songs in my phone, and the maniac was sitting beside me on the inner side. He is a malay (no offence) and he wore sunglasses. There is a few points that make him more suspicious other than he kept on looking down on his pant. 1. He kept on scratch/rub/touch his private part but with his pant on lahh. Maybe he too long didn't change his underwear or he just felt itchy but here comes the 2nd point. He scratches it about every 5 to 10 minutes and each time lasts for about 1-2 minutes. I don't mean to peep at him but it's quite obvious to me. Does he needs to do it so frequently?? 3. He really sit very close to me and i swear i felt his elbow touches my waist but that only for awhile and only happens once. By the way, the bus is not turning at that time. 4. Okay, this really disturb me and i felt my eyes almost popped out of my sockets, HE PULL OPEN HIS PANT A BIT AND SCRATCH. OMG. I really wanted to scream and change a place but the bus was quite pack and i was too tired to stand. All i did was to sit further away from him till i almost going to fall. == So i continue to peep again when i was sure that he not going to do anything else, he just scratch (this time i'm sure he SCRATCHED) underneath his tummy a little and i think i smell something. Not sure what it is, but it smell like rotten eggs. Gosh, i almost fainted. No, i'm sure i didn't see wrong. I looked at him and he smiled. AAAHH~~ I was caught looking at him!! Immediately i looked down and pretended i saw nothing. This is my first time i met a sex maniac. Scary but exciting. In the end when i'm about to reach i quickly stand up and stand near the bus driver as the bus almost became empty. I left the bus first before him. Reached home safe and sound. Thanks god.

First day of school today is so boring. Wei yee some more say want give up stop studying. == But i know she wont really stop half way like that, she just too anxious of our AS result!! True, i'm scared too, but if i really score bad then there is nothing i can still do right?? Maybe just retake again and pray harder next time. =) So stop worrying about the future lmao.

Yesterday was Gin Leon's birthday, so banana they all wanted to go jusco eat Mcd as a celebration. Wanted to go but wei yee and me don't feel like eating Mcd today. Hahas, sorry gin. On 16th this month, there will be a reunion at siow kay's house. Wonders who will be going there. He said almost ALL. == Okay, hopes 'he' goes too, long time didnt meet kind of miss him. ><

Huurraayy, my CNY holiday starts from 14th to the 18th, but i'm going to pt friday and allow myself to have a fully 1 week holiday~~!!! Actually there will be a replacement class on Saturday but i don't think anyone will go. Who wants go college on Saturday, that gonna too, too, tooooo tiring. Don't you think so??

My sem 3 timetable. Horrible timing.

The Sumo menu.

Hui yee, the birthday girl yesterday. The guy is her father, my yi chang. Actually i wanted to take the picture of the 'japanese girl' there, but accidentally took them in. xD

My seafood noodles. Look great, smell great, taste great. ^^ Highly recommended by me. I even finish half the soup. Yummy!!

OMG. This headache is killing me. Can someone save me?? Gosh, gonna slep now. Can't take it any longer. College starts tomorrow and i'll have to wake up early at 5.45 am in order not to crash my time with my cousin who also shared the same bathroom with me.

Bought a new shirt today, if you cant see the words, it wrote HOW TO DROP A BOYFRIEND. O.o In the first picture the girl scold the guy and the second picture she throw her high heel on the guy's head. O_O Violent, very violent, but i love it ^^

This is the present i choose for my cousin, hui yee. omg!! Its so cuteeeeee~~ Very soft and chubby star ^^

OMG~!! This is my OL look, spec+serious look. been helping my mum in office from 11am to 5pm just now. It's not easy to be an OL, office work is so complicated. O.o

Look sick right?? Ya, i'm sick in this picture, resting on the sofa. Headache, but continues to camwhore. Hahas.

Yesterday went to time square with my mum to shop for clothes. Bought 3 shirt for meichyi but only 2 for me. Unbelievable. Ooohh~~school going to reopen soon, have to keep away my holiday mood and prepare to wake up early for school. Yyyooorrr~

Follow mum go office today. Give her some minor helps with her fillings. Work almost the whole day from 11 to 5. Exhausted now. Gonna sleep soon, my black eyes circle getting worst each day i slept late. Realised i'm getting blacker. I mean my hair becoming blacker, my pupils is black as my coloured cons expired(wearing transparent cons now.), my skin is blacker too. What's happening?? I wanna change everything ,everything everything for the better!! Whooohuuu~

Ohya, it's evonne's birthday yesterday and today is sam hui yee's birthday!! Just went SUMO to celebrate her big day. Will blog about it tomorrow. It's getting late, time for bed. zZz, night everyone.

Hey hey, its 201o lo~!!

Gosh. I'm 20 now. 20 20 20. It's mean I'm going to be a adult in 1 years time. wtfreak.

Don't know what happen to me since yesterday, been hurting like mad on the right side of the back of my head. Don't remember i got hurt anywhere near that area before. Awwww, it still hurt now but not that pain anymore. It felt like ONE sharp needle poking through my head and onto my nerves that sends pain to injure my whole head. I cant shift my head too much without feeling the needle stabbing into my head. Sound weird isn't it? I'm starting to feel nauseous. Just finish a chinese medicine brewed by my ah yi. The main purpose of it is to cure headache. Don't know whether it works or not. It's a miracle i still can blog, i wont give up on blogging lol. No matter what. Wants to record everything that happens to me ♥.

Okay. The 1st post of the year is going to be a list of my new year resolution.
1. Got my licence first. The date for testing is on 12th this month, pray for me guys.

2. Next, is to get a second-hand car. Need lots of thinking to persuade my dad that i'll be needing a car for 5 months only. i don't mind second-hand as long as it's not a kancil. ==

3. Not going to look back, seriously, but don't force me to swear plsss. I can't bear not to miss him.

4. Maybe change my attitude a bit. Ya, but just a bit.

5. Study hard LOL, i am sure i'll need lots of motivation to push me. xD

6. Change my look, at least improve my black eyes circle a bit, or go get braces, cut my hair to layer and straighten again, and the most important thing to do is to change my taste for clothing. Gosh, i must be mature or at least look more mature a bit from now on. I'M 20 ALREADY!!

7. Learn violin or continue piano. Perhaps this can change my look as in becoming more gentle?? Haahas. I doubt so.

8. Stop being so greedy. Self-control is very essential for this. =) I expect everyone knows that's hard right??

Done. 8 resolutions for now is enough. Might add on to it in future.